以歌寄意

永远的经典。
品冠，其中一个我最欣赏的歌手。

Short notes that written in LCCT

I`m now in LCCT,KL which is the place that I hate very much after Pudu Raya. My flight is at 7pm so now I`m sitting at KFC and online.I don`t like LCCT because of the messy,crowded,noisy environment.However, thanks to the FREE Wifi excess here ,it makes me feel more comfortable since I got other things to do and avoid myself to keep on looking around.

I don`t feel like very excited to go home and I don`t know why.It`s after 4months since I left my hometown to study.I can still remember that how I miss my hometown when I first went to AIMST, feel sad when I saw my friends went back to their hometown during festivals while I have to stay in hostel, and never forget to mention that I spent more that 1 month to adapt the food provided by my university although I been stayed in the same uni since last year...I just don`t understand why I feel like I`m going to another world which is totally different from the world that I stayed during the past 4months.What I`m thinking now is,what is going to happen when I see my family members tonight?How my new house look alike?Can I get use of it when I see the sky start to turn dark at 6.30pm and become bright at 6.30am?Can I survive without internet? Hmm.....

Perhaps I had considered myself as someone from Penang/Kedah although I am a 100% Sarawakian with Sarawak slang =p It`s weird,I know but Penang (go to enjoy my holidays) and Kedah (My uni is in Kedah) are the place that I stay since August.And most of my friends here are from west Malaysia.

Time`s goes fast and it`s always got many amazing thing happen as the time and ur life is going off.I was actually didin`t want to do my degree course in AIMST but then end up I had finished my 1st year 1st sem.Well.Really fun.This is what I can say about fate.What I can do now is just to see what will happen the next =)

It`s raining and the thunder make me feel scary.I hope this terrible place won`r become wet and ditry because of the rain.What a day in LCCT.

Exam is over!!!

Well I just finish my exam today!Which mean,I`ve finished my year 1 sem 1 course.

I`m going back to my hometown this coming Wednesday.

Will miss my friends here =)

Disney Intros

Well, I love Walt Disney`s company`s productions very very much.When I was a little girl,I used to watch "Pocahontas","Winnie the Pooh","Beauty and the Beast","Cinderella","Pinocchio" and my more.When I grow up,I began to watch their movies such as High School Musical series.As I can say that,Disney is my favourite until now.And the things that attract me are their intros and their music.Their music is definitely bravo!And my favourite composer is Alan Menken who composed musics for Beauty and the Beast,Pocahontas,Enchanted and many more.

I love Disney`d production,because I believe in Dreams.I believe that my dream will come true if I work hard for it.The dreams are in everyone`s heart,is just that you realize their existence or not.Those who know about this will definitely live happily,enjoy of putting efforts to their work in order to get nearer to their dreams.Yea,I always believe in miracle.

I searched a few intros from You Tube,which we can see before their movies or animations show. These intros make me think of the time when I was small =).

This is the intro for The Wonderful World of Disney which I like most.

The newer version.

This version is the oldest one I ever seen.

大家来造句 ^^

1。因为。。。所以

因为不能上网，所以我温习功课。

2。既然。。。就

既然不能上网，就读小说。

3。不是。。。就是

当我无法上网时，我不是温习功课，就是读小说。

4。与其。。。不如

与其去睡觉，不如温习功课。

5。只要。。。就

只要能上网，我就乖乖当宅女 XD

6。虽然。。。但是

虽然不能上网，但是我还能做别的事情。

7。原来

原来没得上网不代表是世界末日。

昨天晚上，整个晚上没得上网。起因是DNS 和Key Port 出问题。没得上网，只好读书。我发现到，原来没得上网并不是世界末日。我发现到我把之前花在网上晃得时间拿去温习功课，结果竟然发现时间过得超快！比我想象中的快！！！而且还不够我用！我只读完Transcription.Replication和Translation还没开始读，就已经凌晨三点了。我前天刚读完《那些年，我们一起追的女孩》，感触良多。昨天就开始读《妈，亲一下》，已经读了快一半了。

原来，没有上网，我们能做更多事。如果没有下雨，我还会出去跑步。

呵呵，好久好久，我都没跑步了。

不知不觉，考试快到了。

希望Molecular Bio 可以考到A，噢。忘了，不是希望，是一定要！

是时候加油了 =）

Chemistry一定要pass，Genetics要竭尽所能得考好。

请为我加油！

Something which make me LOL!

One week ago,I wrote this on my white board in order to remind myself sleep less,and spend more time on my studies.

And then last night,I added one more sentence (in blue colour).I was not feeling well last night.And when I went to clinic to see the doctor he said that I sick because I did`t have enough rest and didn`t eat well ~

Conclusion:We must always ensure ourselves to rest well, sleep well,play well, study as well....

It was a sad thing that I couldn`t participate the my uni`s Halloween Concert last night TT

=(

雨夜，孤单的我。

也许，我天生注定孤单。

或许，周围与我格格不入的人，事，物，早已决定了我必须一个人走下去。

欲哭无泪。

麻木了吗？

寒风凛冽，难道，它在提醒我被冷落的痛？

算了吧。不是第一次了。

就任由那种痛，继续狠狠刺着自己吧。

Something Nice !!!

Today I went for lunch with my friends.And then after our lunch time we went to Photostat things,guess what I saw at the shop?

The clue :It looks like a cigarette box!

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It is Kit Kat in new packaging!Nice right?

Don`t it look like a cigarette box ?

Another view of my Kit Kat box.As you can see the price which is more expansive than the normal.

Well it`s too expensive (RM4),which the double price as compared to the normal packaging but I love the packaging so much!Thus I decided to bought it.Each of the wafer fingers is packed separately, just like the picture as shown below.

Here it is!

The single Kit Kat!!!

This box of Kit Kat consist of 6 wafer fingers.In order to persuade us to buy this product the manufacturer emphasized that each of the finger only contain 45kcal of calories.Which mean,we won`t getting fat after taking ONE?! Lol. I always know that it`s quite impossible since it is a type of chocolate wafer XD

I bought my Kit Kat at about 3pm.Now is 17.58pm and I only ate one of the wafer finger!It`s another miracle happened on me!I think is because each of the Kit Kats are single packed.Thus it helps me to control myself not to finish up all the wafers in seconds XD I don`t know when will I finish up the rest of the Kit Kats but then Kit Kat`s creativity is really amazed me!

Have a break,have a KIT KAT!

Bye Bye ^^

好书推荐 - 《这些年，二哥哥很想你》

《这些年，二哥哥很想你》是台湾知名作家九把刀在今年大概三月时出版的一本小说。今年三月，我就已经在大众书局看到这本书了。我对这本书可说是一见钟情，因为它的书名给我一种很好的感觉 =）但是，因为一些原因我始终没有机会读到这本书。直到前几个星期，Caryn把她的《二哥哥》借给我，我才有机会阅读这本我期待已久的小说，也真真正正地见识到九把刀玩弄文字的功力！他果然是一位才华横溢的作家！

《二哥哥》其实是九把刀本身的故事。由于他是家中的老二，所以，《二哥哥》这个书名就由此而来。这是一个关于人和狗之间深厚感情的故事。九把刀十三岁那年，博美犬“Puma”加入了他们的家庭，从此陪伴了他们十四年。“Puma”是他们家的第四个“孩子”，其中九把刀和Puma的感情最好。他睡觉时，Puma也跳上床和他一起睡，甚至，它尿在他床上，他也没有骂Puma。当九把刀在家中的佛堂前温习功课是，Puma也陪在他身边；偶尔兴起时还会在佛堂乱尿尿，又或者跑到阳台那里把九把刀阿嬷的盆栽弄得一片狼藉但九把刀都没对他发怒。九把刀也时常和Puma分享关于他心仪女孩的点点滴滴。他的心愿就是，他希望Puma下辈子能成为他的儿子。后来他们三兄弟长大了，都出门去读大学了，这时，Puma就成了妈妈的最佳伴侣。在九把刀读大学期间，他也交了女朋友，因此，他陪Puma的时间也没想以前那么多了。虽然如此，他却没有忘记Puma，Puma也没忘记他。在外生活时，九把刀在路上看到流浪狗时，他总会施舍一些食物给那些狗狗，因为，他希望有一天，万一Puma迷路时也会有好心人向他这样给一点食物吃。日子一天天的过去，他们三兄弟也渐渐长大，Puma也渐渐老去。妈妈也病了。后来妈妈的病情好转了，但是，Puma却不行了。故事的最后，Puma死在妈妈的怀里，而不是在它二哥哥的怀里。二哥哥也和他的女友分手了。

当我读到最后一页时，我发觉我眼眶有点湿湿的。我被故事中深厚的人狗情，亲情，爱情所感染了！这个故事，带出了一个重要的信息。那就是-我们既然决定了要养宠物，就要对那个宠物负责。过去，人们饲养动物是为了需要动物帮助他们。如，养狗-纯粹为了要那只狗负责看门。但在今天，人们和所饲养的动物的关系已经不只是“主人”和“动物”而已了。我们饲养宠物是为了要有一个伴。然而，人，往往喜新厌旧，当他们的宠物不再可爱，开始老去时，甚至饲养某种宠物的风潮退去时，人们就开始抛弃那些小动物。九把刀和Puma的故是令我了解到，动物，也是神所创造，它们并没有地我们一等。我们必须与它们和谐共处，并且好好爱护它们！

我爱的 ~

《子衿》

青青子衿，悠悠我心。

纵我不往，子宁不嗣音？

青青子佩，悠悠我心。

纵我不往，子宁不来？

挑兮达兮，在城厥兮。

一日不见，如三月兮。

《卜算子》 李之仪

我住长江头，君住长江尾。

日日思君不见君，共饮长江水。

此水几时休，此恨几时已？

只愿君心似我心，定不负相思意。

我不是在耍浪漫，也不是在扮emo，但是，以上的一首诗，一首词，却是我一直很喜欢很喜欢的。第一次接触它们的时候，是在中二那年。还记得那时我一口气买了三本藤井树的小说。他在其中一本小说《有个女孩叫Feeling》里就引用这两首诗词。

好优美的诗词。它们表达了古时中国女子的爱情观。

愿于大家分享。希望你们也会喜欢。

一日不见，如三月兮。

I love Manhattan Fish Market!!!

During last Deepavali holidays I went to Penang,together with Brenna.We had our lunch at The Manhattan Fish Market,which is located at the Queensbay Mall.This was my very first time to go into the restaurant and try their food.As the restaurant`s name is "The Manhattan Fish Market" it`s definitely their special one is fish =)

Most of the food there are quite expensive for me since I`m only a student.But it`s worth for the price.Bren and I ordered the food which is affordable for ourself.I don`t like to eat fish because I don`t like the smell but after I tried their fish I found that fish can actually have such a good taste!I only can say that,their fish is....super yummy!!!I think is because they process the fish to remove the weird smell that I don`t like.

Now let me comment about my Creamy Pasta and Bren`s Fish and Chips.

Creamy pasta.

Well,they mixed garlic in their pasta sauce so the pasta had strong garlic smell when you start to eat till you finish the whole dishes.But I don`t know why I won`t reject the Garlic smell but I LOVE the smell.The fish is mixed together with the pasta and and it tasted just nice.When you put the fish into your mouth you will feel like it start to "melts" in you mouth,and then...swallow,together with the pasta.Finally I end up with my mouth full of garlic smell for quite a long time XD

Fish and Chips

When it was served to Bren her first response was "Hey this fish is smaller than the one when I ordered last time!".But we soon realized that we should always make sure ourselves not to judge a fish by its size =D Although the fish looked small but we couldn`t finish it,we didn`t really finish half of the fish!The fish was Dolly fish,fried.But then when you eat it you won`t feel like the golden part(which you can see in the picture)is too "hard".It was just a little bit crispy.Then next don`t forget about the chips.It`s damn nice mann!!Just nice and I don`t know how to describe it. =)

There`s still got some more food in Manhattan Fish market for me to discover.If you ask me which is my favourite restaurant in Penang I will definitely tell you is THE MANHATTAN FISH MATKET!!!Hope can go there again=)

Bye.

潇洒？

今天出门上课时，天空下起了毛毛雨。

虽然我的包包里放着雨伞，但不知为什么就是很懒惰把它拿出来用。

那就淋雨吧。

看着周围的人都在用雨伞，我觉得自己很潇洒。

我就是我，我不需要根据别人的标准来演好"我自己"这个角色。

我情愿让自己酷酷的，

也不要让自己哭哭的。

我会让自己笑笑的，

但我绝对不是小丑。

下次看到我，

请告诉我，

我很酷。

我看起来好凶，好凶。

呵呵。

掰掰。

It`s a Miracle!

Well.I always believe in miracle,and miracle did really happened.I just received my Chemistry Midterm paper this morning,and then,surprisingly,I passed!Actually my Chemistry is quite okay when I was in secondary school but don`t know why.My Chemistry is like sheat since I was in Foundation.I could tel you that I had totally lost my confidence in this subject.

I DON`T LIKE CHEMISTRY SINCE IT MAKES ME PAIN AS EVERY TIME I`M THINKING OF IT!

But I have no choice.

As a 1st year Biotech student in AIMST, Basic Chemistry is one of the core subjects.I must pass each of the subjects in order to continue my studies.This is a big big challenge for me and I had prepared to give up anytime. In order to master the knowledge I did put a LOAD of time for my Chemistry revision,because I want to become a biotechnologist!I cannot die just because of Chemistry.

When I was study very hard for my Chemistry the midterm exam was also getting nearer and nearer.And then,Finally.It was at around the corner.I still remember that on then day of the test I was so nervous until I could not focus on the revision.I kept on imagine what would I do,or what should I do if I really fail.After the test I expected myself to fail in the exam.Now then I know how serious is my problem ,which tends to think negatively easily.

And then is the waiting time for the result.

Waiting..

1 week was over.

2nd week passed ..

Finally.

The day to get the result is here.

The lecture hall.

Everyone was surrounding miss in order to take their own paper.I was one of them.

Unlike the previous paper (Molecular Bio and Genetics),I was not nervous at all.Just like normal,normal than normal time.I just want to know how is my mark for that "failed"result.

Hey I saw my paper!

Miss gave my paper to me.

The first thing I did,was to take a look at my mark.

Yes.Now then the miracle that was mentioned happened!I passed.Finally I did it!I was so happy because I managed to pass Organic Chemistry.I passed but not passed with flying colours.But this meant a lot to me.Confident,overall result.....Thank God,He gave me this miracle.I will keep on work harder,because I know that I can do it.

Target: PLAY HARD AND STUDY HARD!

My uni is a bookworm paradise.

Let`s Help Those Six UM Students!

This blog post is dedicated to the six students from the Chinese Language Society of Universiti Malaya.They were the organizing committee for a debate competition which was held on last 08/09.They invited some political figures to attend their debate as judges.These judges are Teresa Kok (Seputeh MP), Wong Nai Chee (MCA central committee member) and Koh Kok Wee (a political commentator).

It was a great event, according to my friend from UM,and I believe that those who attended the debate competition had learned and get know about some current issues in Malaysia.However,after about one month,these six students were charged by the university authority and are required to attend the proceeding on 12/10 which is this morning,after a few hours I publish this post I think.They were charged because the invited non members to involve in their event.This can be thought to be one of the steps that the University is limiting the right of their students to organized activities.

Typical Malaysian university.I bet not long after this (or I can say this is happening),we,the younger generation in Malaysia will become "Exam Machines" who don`t know anything other that exam and study.Wow!How great yea =) The younger generation who are ignorant to general knowledge,political and current issues.How can we pass the responsibilities for the young people to manage our country in future?In my opinion,I think that the university should support such event but not politicized it! besides,they as a university student should not be isolated from the society!It`s not wrong that they do something to encourage the youngsters to be sensitive to what is happening around them and to promote debating activities since debate can train critical thinking.

Well.I understand that what we can do is so little,but why don`t we gather the power to help them by just joining their group?If you feel like they shouldn`t be charged (these 6 students may be expelled from school if their absent for their proceeding) you can go to facebook and join their group.Or you can go to sign your name and this will be submitted to their vice chancellor.

Gambateh and good luck to the six students.Be strong!Many people are supporting you guys!!!

p/s : The University of Malaya is ranked at 181 among the top 200 university in the world.

转发短信，末世

昨天下午，上英文课之前。我独自一个人在讲堂里坐着，忽然看见手机显示着我有一封信息。于是，打开来看。信息内容写道，海啸将在晚上十一点着陆。我开始胡思乱想。不久后。朋友来到讲堂，我向她提起这件事。她说不知道，但却有收到一封关于台风来袭的短信。听完。恐惧感开始笼罩着我。脑海一片混乱，只知道自己在重复一个问题。这世界，到底怎么了？！耶稣是不是要来了?如果耶稣真的来了，我要怎么面对他？由于前一阵子为了要做Presentation而上网找了些资料。无意间，看见了一项关于玛雅人推算世界末日的日期的篇章。所以，当我看到这些短信时我不禁想起那个日期。突然，整个人就很害怕。

我知道我必须祷告，也必须寻求朋友的开导。于是我分别发了则短信给可欣和小白告诉她们我的困扰。然后，在讲堂里，我低下了头，做了个祷告。感谢主。他知道我是个很软弱的人，他为我预备了小白和可欣。她们提醒了我一些我已经遗忘了的事实。耶稣说过，他自己也不知道世界末日是几时，只有父知道。在那一刹那间，我看见了自己的愚蠢。耶稣也不知道，玛雅人怎么知道？我们作为基督徒，只要时刻警醒就是了。圣经讲过，末世，很多假先知，天灾，战争，瘟疫扽会发生。我们更要勤读圣经才不至于迷失方向！

从这个事件中，我开始了解到转发信息的威力。转发一封信息很简单，只需按“发送”就能把短信转发给别人。很多没有经过确认的消息，就这么在弹指之间被发送出去。然后，也许就会误导别人，更严重，则引起恐慌。所以，我学到了一堂宝贵的课，那就是不要随便转发信息。因为，不是每个人都能一种一笑置之的心态来看待那封信息。

AIMST 大学的图书馆!

我们能忍则忍，但是有时还是忍无可忍！

别误会。我不是在为某品牌的蚊油打广告。我是说，我大学图书馆的管理制度，真的是令我忍无可忍！

本大学承蒙印度人国大党的大力资助得以拥有一栋三层楼的图书馆大楼以及美仑美奂的教学大楼。由于此图书馆乃新开张，所以里头的藏书还是非常有限的。话虽如此，但图书馆还是拥有很多空空的书架来等着被填满。好吧，我们就说，和医药有关的书籍以及那些外国参考书的价格非常昂贵，所以暂时本大学之图书馆还没有那种能力去大批进货以补充图书馆里藏书的不足。就让我们拭目以待，假以时日，我校图书馆就会有很丰富的藏书。

好了，不说这个。这不是这篇文章的重点，我要强调的是他们的管理方式。都说了，图书馆大楼有三层，但只有第二楼有放书。每当我们去图书馆借书时，都必须走到第二楼去找书，过后就必须走到第一楼去办理借书的正常手续。好。继续忍。就当着这是我校特有的制度。

重点来了。我校图书馆在一楼的大门口有一个给security柜台。每当我们走入图书馆而又没有把ID“秀”出来是，你就会听到一把声音从security柜台传来。Eh！Where is ur ID？或者 ID？如果你拿不出ID，你就会被他们“请”出去.当然，security 们的工作不只这么多。他们在图书

馆存在的另一个目的是。。。。。猜猜吧。呵呵。。

他们的另一个工作就是在我们离开图书馆前截住我们然后检查我们的书包以及身上的所有书本。问题来了。这是我一直都不明白的问题。既然图书馆部门要设立这个制度，为什么他们不允许我们把书包带进图书馆？我们不被允许把书包带入图书馆，但是在离开图书馆是我们却还是必须停在security柜台哪里检查！那是哪门子的管理方式？！我们当然不服，所以每次都违反规则，把书包带进图书馆。然后，图书管理员不时会来叫我们把书包放到Locker。而locker是在另一边。

真的很生气！搞不清，他们这么做的目的是什么！这么怕，那就在门口加多两个sensor啦！还有那栋大楼每一层都有升降机，但是底楼和一楼外面的升降机是不能用的。因为他们要强制每个人都经过那个security柜台。

你可以想象，当午餐时间每个人都下课时会怎样。每个人都必须停下来，然后一个个的被检查！累！

午夜没有梦回

深夜。

桌灯前，埋头苦读。

悠扬的钢琴声从电脑的扬声器传来。

没有虫鸣，更甭说月光和星空。

这并不是月黑风高的晚上，而是宿舍的夜生活。

没有浪漫的午夜之约，

但有书本和网络陪伴左右。

It`s Just Too Funny ^^

I just found out this e-mail.The e-mail is about the comparison between the way of the British and Malaysians speaking English.It`s too funny until I can`t stop myself from laughing like mad.

WHEN GIVING A CUSTOMER BAD NEWS
Britons: I'm sorry, Sir, but we don't seem to have the sweater you want in your size, but if you give me a moment, I can call the other outlets for you.
Malaysians: No Stock.

RETURNING A CALL
Britons: Hello, this is John Smith. Did anyone page for me a few moments ago?
Malaysians: Hello, who page?

ASKING SOMEONE TO MAKE WAY.
Britons: Excuse me, I'd like to get by. Would you please make way?
Malaysians: S-kew me

WHEN SOMEONE OFFERS TO PAY
Britons: Hey, put your wallet away, this drink is on me.
Malaysians:No-need, lah.

WHEN ASKING FOR PERMISSION
Britons: Excuse me, but do you think it would be possible for me to enter through this door?
Malaysians: (pointing the door) can ar?

WHEN ENTERTAINING
Britons: Please make yourself right at home.
Malaysians: Don't be shy, lah!

WHEN DOUBTING SOMEONE
Britons: I don't recall you giving me the money.
Malaysians: Where got?

WHEN DECLINING AN OFFER
Britons: I'd prefer not to do that, if you don't mind.
Malaysians: Don't want la...

IN DISAGREEING ON A TOPIC OF DISCUSSION
Britons: Err. Tom, I have to stop you there. I understand where you're
coming from, but I really have to disagree with what you said about the issue.
Malaysians: You mad, ah?

WHEN ASKING SOMEONE TO LOWER THEIR VOICE.
Britons: Excuse me, but could you please ! lower your voice, I'm trying to concentrate over here.
Malaysians: Shut up lah!

WHEN ASKING SOMEONE IF HE/SHE KNOWS YOU.
Britons: Excuse me, but I noticed you staring at me for some time.. Do I know you?
Malaysians: See what, see what?

WHEN ASSESSING A TIGHT SITUATION.
Britons: We seem to be in a bit of a predicament at the moment.
Malaysians: Die-lah!!

WHEN TRYING TO FIND OUT WHAT HAD HAPPENED
Britons: Will someone tell me what has just happened?
Malaysians: Wat happen Why like that....

WHEN SOME ONE DID SOMETHING WRONG
Britons: This isn't the way to do it here let me show you,
Malaysians: like that also don't know how to do!!!!

WHEN ONE IS ANGRY
Britons: Would you mind not disturbing me
Malaysians:Celaka u

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Funny!Malaysia memang Boleh XD

假期

假期开始啦！

一星期，没有上课。

很好。

我需要时间来沉淀自己。

有些事，我想乘假期之便解决。

第一次。

我假期主要的计划是让自己的思想沉淀下来，而不是读书。

希望开学后一切都如上个月回来般。

学校没变很多，而我，再也不会带着那个牵挂。

我需要安静。

深呼吸。

一切都会很好。

Indian English

Here is some Indian style English to share =)
No lie.All words are adapted from my "beloved lecturer" the golden hair freak!

Yeast =Is
Yam=M
Yan=N
Yancomplete= Incomplete
Kromosom =Chromosome (you have to pull your hand back when you read)
Aoliu =Allele
Wat yeast Genome? =What is Genome?
Chen Jia Tian =Cheng Zhia (@#$%^*!)- I`m not sure weather he did this because he don`t bother respect other`s name or it`s really hard for him to read out a Chinese name.WTH!

All I can remember now are only these.But will update more in future.Do enjoy while you trying to pronounce.Don`t forget to shake your head a bit =)

ABSA 09/10 Committee Election

It`s a miracle that I had attended the ABSA meeting this afternoon.ABSA is the short form for AIMST Biotech Student Association =.=!!

This is the new batch of committee for the year 09/10

President : Jeremy (batch 13 ?)
Vice President :Adrian (batch 15)
Secretary : Pradhepa (batch 15)
Tresurer : Ahaha..I forgot her name!She`s a Chinese girl from batch 13 anyway

Batch Representatives
Batch 13 : Jared
Batch 14 &15 :Yougaram and Ah Bao

Anyway this was a very weird election for me,I mean,the process.Normally when we do election for clubs,we always start from the "lowest" post but the ABSA election that was held this afternoon was vice versa =.=!!! Speechless...however it`s not wrong to try something different !!!

Good Luck to all of them =)

我和灰色

认识我的人都知道，我很喜欢紫色，是喜欢到接近疯狂的那种。但是，最近（我也不知从什么时候开始）我发现我爱上了灰色。说道灰色，我想人们第一个联想到的都是比较负面的事物吧。呵呵。我认为如果要判断一个人的性格，可以从他喜欢的颜色略知一二。

我是在不知不觉中爱上灰色的，也许这和最近发生我身上的一连串事件中有关吧。回来大学前，我考车fail了两次（每当夜深人静时想起这件事都有种想哭的感觉），接着是对现有这间大学的厌恶感，然后人际关系方面的老问题，接着被告知我大一的课程里有包括化学（我化学超烂，而且前几届的学长学姐们也没读化学），加上前几天臭金毛讲师给我带来的打击。。。等等小小的事件。我发觉到以前中学的我又回来了。发觉自己失去了说服自己乐观的能力，甚至开始怀疑神。现在的目标就是封嘴（保持沉默），努力读书，快快乐乐的上网。。剩余的事我不想再理。

我是个天生的悲观主义者。以前不开心事还懂得哭，现在呢？遇到挫折连哭也不想哭了。哭了也没有用。要哭也是欲哭无泪。长大了，有什么事情都得独自承担了，不能再麻烦别人来安慰了。现在的我，只能要求自己坚强，努力的变成乐观主义者。开始觉得，英国利物浦（Liverpool）球队的口号：“You`ll never walk alone”也是假的。最近的口头禅也已改成：“哎呀，你们不明白的啦”对啊，没人能明白我的啦，不用担心我，因为我会很努力的学习着如何去承担这些不如意的事。

又是篇悲观有没水准的文章，请见谅。

Why Biotech Student Need to Study Chemistry TT

It`s me second lecture week.I have to study 3core subject for this semester which are : Genetics, Molecular Biology and Basic Chemistry.What?Why we biotech student have to study Chemistry!This is my first response when I been told that I have to study Chemistry.Again >.

Anyway,maybe study Chemistry will benefit us.But I don`t have confident to study Chemistry.Everytime when there is Chemictry class I surely cannot focus to the class.I will feel depress when I think of this subject.I will think that,argh.What should I do if I didn`t do well,if cannot pass then I cannot graduate.After then I will consider to give up.

There`s is too many things happen on me recently,which make me questioned about God.Everything cannot go smoothly.U know.From young time until now.I never have a good luck when doing everything.NEVER!My bad luck never gone!However.Luckily.Fortuntely.I also don`t know why.When I went to library last week I found a fabulus Chemistry reference book.It`s a very goo reference material,for me.Thanks God this time.With that Reference material I finally get know about some Chemistry concept.I mean.Organic Chemistry,which I gave up since I was in foudation.And now I finally master a littel bit of the concept.

What I learn from this incident is,always be POSTIVE even you`re initially NEGATIVE thinking person.I still fell stress to do Basic Chemistry but I will continue to struggle.

Life as a University Student

I just started my classes today.
The 1st lesson that i had is Genetics.Sound interesting right? =)
I guess this will be my favorite subject though it may be very tough.
However I`m no longer a foundation student,so I can`t expect spoon feeding from my lecturers.
I must be hardworking enough to find the extra information about the particular subject by myself.
Thanks for what AIMST foundation thought me last year.
I won`t feel panic when my Genetics lecturer told us to find the extra stuff to study.


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As I plan to go for work after I finish my Biotech course thus I`m prepare to learn more other than just study to get excellent results.Yea, our life is not all about study,but is about how to apply what we have learnt in our daily life.Thus I`ll try my best to enjoy my university life ~

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I got 6subjects to study during the 1st semester.Wish me good luck yea ^^

回来了

我在上个星期三已经回来吉打当大学生了。
没有期待，没有兴奋。因为这次我去的是一间我不想去的大学。
但我除了咬紧牙根拼到毕业，还能做什么?
爸爸妈妈辛辛苦苦赚钱让我上大学，我怎能嫌弃？
几个月前收到offer letter 时，信上清清楚楚写明开学要缴付的费用是马币10990！
爸爸连眉头都没皱一下，毅然扛下这笔费用。
虽然不愿意回去原本的大学读，我也只敢藏在心里了。

离开的那天早上，发生了一件严重打击我辛辛苦苦建立回我自信心的事。
至今我仍然走不出这事件的阴影。
一个人，乘搭着马航班机，飞往吉隆坡去了。
我享受一个人搭机的感觉。
一个人，一切都是无声的。周围的喧嚣也与我无关。
沉醉在自己的世界里，仿佛这世界就是属于我的。

花了几乎一整天的时间，我终于到达槟城国际机场。
我先在慧萍家过了一夜，才去大学报到。
一切的事物都是那么熟悉。
仿佛离开，只是昨天的事。
唯一变了的，就是这里的人们。

Miri Resort City during these Few Days

This is the first time I think that Miri is like Genting Highlands.As I said Miri is "LIKE" Genting then there`s some differences.Genting is cool and there`s fog.A nice place for vacation.Miri is danm hot,and there`s no fog but SMOG!

Here is some of the picture that I took today.Just to let You to know how serious the air pollution is.And one more thing to mention,if u have a chance to stay outdoor you will know how SMELLY it is,bwcause of the smoke cause by open burning.Eww.






-A view from my parent`s shop.That is Miri Bus Station.






-Took in evening.Outside my house.

Another scene outside my house.

In my Father`s car.Let`s guess the distance of visibility ^^

Red Sun

Black Tuesday

Today,27/08/09 ,a very memoriable day for me.I failed my driving test.
I just want to cry.But no tears come out when I tried to do so.

好书推介！-怪盗莫伦西系列

作者 ：爱莉诺。阿普代尔 （Eleanor Updale）,赵丕慧译
出版社：大田出版


怪盗莫伦西系列共有四册，分别为：1，地下水道双面人

2，爆破之谜

3，暗杀之手

4，复仇密码

怪盗莫伦西系列的故事，是一套令我想起就觉得很兴奋的小说。这也是为什么当我在读着这套小说时就已萌起了向别人推介这套小说系列的念头。首先，让我来说说我是怎样与这套书结缘的。话说在今年农历新年期间，我和好友可欣相约在书局见面时，她趁我去厕所时买下了这一套小说送给我。由于我没有看这类类似侦探小说的习惯，加上我在几天后就离开美里回到大学念书，所以我并没有立即阅读。后来回美里时，我才开始阅读这套书，没想到，这一读，就令我欲罢不能！结果？当然是在一星期内把四本书读完，还开始读第二遍！

顾名思义，这一系列的小说的主角当然是莫伦西啦 =）他的全名叫蒙特。莫伦西 （Mont Morrency）。故事发生在维多利亚时代的伦敦。莫伦西原本是一名窃贼，在一次的盗窃行动中不慎从屋顶掉到工厂里的绞肉机。大难不死的他遇见了法赛医师(Dr.Robert Farcett) 法赛修补了他残破的躯壳并将他带到科学学会去当活标本向伦敦知识分子发表他的成果。虽然失手被擒，但莫伦西却没有放弃从新开始他人生的机会。在监狱里，他遇见了一个改变他一生的“怪胎秀”，怪胎秀教导他如何观察并模仿别人的表情和言行举止。这无疑对他日后改变自己的身份起了莫大的帮助。此外，他在科学学会当活标本时见识到了别人展示伦敦地下水道的工程的草图，并默默的背下地水道的位置图。他在监狱里就策划要在出狱后给自己两个身份。一个身份是蒙特莫伦西-上流社会里一位机智冷静的绅士；以及斯卡波(Scarper)-蒙特莫伦西那位堕落的仆人，专长是在伦敦市的地下水道横冲直撞在地面上的商店进行偷窃以维持在上流社会打滚的资金。蒙特莫伦西在上流社会打滚是结识了乔治。伐克斯塞尔温勋爵（Lord George Fox-Selwyn）-英国政府的特务。蒙特莫伦西在帮助了伐克斯塞尔温后也开始当起了特务，也因此有了固定的经济来源所以在第一集故事的最后，他选择放弃斯卡波这身份。
来到第二集，蒙特莫伦西，法赛，伐克斯塞尔温带领读者们一起去探索伦敦一宗神秘爆炸案和以及发生在一个叫塔瑞蒙岛上接二连三的婴儿死亡案件。此外，在这一集的故事里，法赛和蒙特莫伦西也重逢了。但这一次的重逢是因为伐克斯塞尔温把法赛找来替蒙特莫伦西戒毒。伐克斯塞尔温也知道了蒙特莫伦西那段不光彩的过去，但他选择接纳他的过去，三人也因此成为非常要好的朋友兼拍档。第三集的故事主要围绕在打击无政府论分子的事件上。到了这一集，伐克斯塞尔温的侄儿-法兰西斯。伐克斯塞尔温 （Lord Francis Fox-Selwyn以下称法兰克）也因为误交无政府论分子而加入了蒙特莫伦西的行列以将功赎罪。故事的尾端，他们虽成功歼灭一些无政府论分子，然而伐克斯塞尔温却不幸被暗杀！最后一集的故事主要是围绕在蒙特莫伦西如何带领一帮好友为伐克斯塞尔温报仇，同时继续打击无政府论分子的行动。除了法赛，法兰克之外，连法兰克的哥哥亚历及后母也加入了行动的行列。作者让故事的从头到末了都不曾冷场，就算是结局也不例外。她留下了个谜让读者自己去推测。

我们都知道，维多利亚时代带大英帝国是十分强盛的。我们能从历史书中得知这时候的英国不知工业最发达，连海外殖民地的面积也十分辽阔！但是，作者却透过这套小说系列向我们揭露了维多利亚时代社会阶级较低的人们的点点滴滴。我才发现，原来当时的英国虽然强盛，但英国的穷人的生活水准，居住环境等却比印度贫民窟还差！历史往往把社会较为丑陋的一面给忽略了，但历史系毕业的作者却没忽略。通过阅读她的这套小说，我看见了一个比较完整的维多利亚时代的伦敦社会。我发现，原来越富有的国家她的贫富悬殊也更加明显。值得一提的是，作者也在她的故事里注入了些历史事件如无政府论分子在欧洲各地策划的阴谋。作者也“找来”一些历史人物如普龙梭，普契尼，英女王，阿尔伯特亲王等在故事里“客串”，让读者们有置身在那时代的错觉。

我阅读的是翻译的做品，这故事的原文是英文。我在此要向译者赵丕慧致以崇高的敬意，因为她遣词用字的功力我得以有优质的阅读享受。而在阅读过程中我所看见的文字在我的脑海中化为一幕幕的电影画面。栩栩如生。我多期待蒙特莫伦西系列小说能被拍成电影！书本的价格非常便宜，一本马币十二令吉。可欣是在农历新年期间卖给我的，所以我也不确定还有没有得买但如果运气好你也许还能在大众书局的好书特区里找到，如一次过买三本或以上则为一本马币八令吉。我现在人在美里，书也在我家，如果你有兴趣，我可以借你读。条件是：我认识你，你能博取我的信任 XD




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