旋转门

我逆著時針到回憶裡頭參觀

一圈圈迴圈出不同的 情緒片段

放任熱淚圍困住心酸

想說成熟 要用多少個領悟交換。

It will rain

"coz there`ll be no sunlight,if I lose you,baby"
失去了你，我的世界，再也不会有阳光。

I would prefer Boyce Avenue`s cover. Better emotional expression.
It`s not that Bruno Mars is worse that Boyce Avenue,just my personal preference.

Christian and Music

Sometimes I`ll hear from some of my non-Christian friends saying that Christian are good singers.Perhaps this is because of we sing the hymns every week, singing is one of the ways to praise the Lord!As a Christian I don`t really aware of this because for me this is just a normal thing that we`ll do in Sunday service or church gatherings.I don`t really take note about others` voice when we sing .I don`t think I`m really a good singer,but singing those hymns is one of the things that I`d love to do.Talking about Christian music,there are so many famous bands that sing gospel songs out there.In Australia we have Hill Song United, in US we have Tim be Told,in Taiwan we have Stream of praise,Heavenly music and even in Indonesia,they have quite a number of gospel songs produced.Their music are always used by the churches all around the world as singing these songs does not require a better music standard like singing hymns. Hymns are from classical music pieces and sometimes required a little foundation in music theory.

Christians are not born to be a good singers or have special talent in music but we always produce very quality music.All these are come from the Lord.People who praise the Lord from the bottom of their heart are always blessed with talent to sing,to dance,to play musical instruments for the Father in Heaven. It`s true that practice makes perfect,but what I realized is, when I sing at the church and I sincerely want to praise him,I can feel that I sing better as compare to the pop songs. One thing to be remind is the gospel songs or the hymns are not easier than the contemporary songs and can even be more difficult. But what I believe is,as long as you wish to use your voice to praise Him,then he will give you the talent to serve him,just like the angles in the heaven.

We have the talent in music and music is a very effective and useful channel to tell other people about gospel.I`m blessed to know Him since very young age.I listened gospel music since I was very young,thanks to my aunt.However,choosing music is also an important issue for me.You know God gives us ears to listen good music not the music that will influence us to leave or doubt or betray Him. That`s why we have the responsibility to choose the type of music to listen.

I just found out a very touching gospel music when I was watching a movie.This song is called "The Hymm (Oh What Mercy)" by Tim Be Told.I feel in love with this song at the firs few seconds I listened to this song,meaningful lyrics with smooth and expressive melody make the sing  perfect! Glory to the Father in Heaven for such a nice song! 

"Jesus Christ for us you died 

gave the world Your love though we denied"

感触

再不想问也不想被通知到

反正你的世界我管不了

若不想问不想被通知到

就把祝福留在街角

曾经看过一篇文章，那不知名的作者说，人在午夜特别容易思念。可我觉得还好。我反而觉得人在午夜时分更加容易胡思乱想。我这人对与音乐特别敏感，只要一听起音乐来整个人就以整个栽进音乐的世界里头，结果搞得情绪时而激动时而低落，什么report，assignment，thesis 都没法在较短的时间里完成。

戴佩妮的这首“街角的祝福” 就再一次的令我在这宁静的午夜胡思乱想了起来。这次是因为歌词，这首歌的歌词唱出了一些人的心声，那种无奈，那种无能为力；却不能改变什么，只好选择“不想再问也不想被通知到”，“反正你的世界我管不了”。但是我想说，很多时候不是我管不了，是“现实不允许我再管了”，又或是 “我凭什么管？”。

人与人的关系永远就是真么的残酷。当两个人开始熟络，如果两个人继续向前踏出一步，那么在某些时候，他们的关系也许将走向灭亡。当人与人开始熟络，彼此就开始忘了人际关系里最基本的尊重，从而开始忽略了“尊重”这东西。当人开始忘了尊重，这就是一段关系毁灭的开始。

第二种情况就是，当两个人开始熟络，其中一个人想往前踏一步，但是另一个人却不知怎么的来给你个倒退十步。离你越远越好！留下那个正夸前一步的人看着刚刚抬起的脚在那你不知所措，不明所以。那种失落。到最后，曾经很多话聊得两个人，最后还是变回了陌生人。熟悉的陌生人。这样的形容词多令人心痛。

第三种情况，两个人，握握手，点点头，然后双双站在原地。最后和最初一样。就只是 hi-bye friend。这是种平淡得不能再平淡的缘分。但是，至少这样的距离所带来的伤害是最少的。

我不是消极，只是我看到的现实，真的就是这么的现实。

踮起脚尖爱

想踮起腳尖找尋愛　遠遠的存在

我來不及　說聲嗨　影子就從人海暈開

北极星的眼泪

几年前，当我第一次听到这首歌的歌词时，它带给我很深很深的感触。
每当我在听这首歌时我就会想起你。
我曾对自己说，这首歌，属于你。
因为它让我联想到你。
我也曾说告诉自己，以后只要听到这首歌，我就会记起那个活在我曾经里的你。

Letter -By Yiruma

I love Yiruma`s piano piece because of the emotional expression.
For me a music piece without emotion contour is NOTHING but just annoying noise.
When I`m listening to music,I prefer to listen to the harmony part rather than the melody part.
Harmony part in music is something you really need to be very focus then only you can hear the part.
Thus instrumental music is a better choice for me because I can listen to the harmony part easier.
Sometimes the human voice is a distraction~
I always put in my whole heart and emotion when I listen to music,that`s a respect to the composer =p
That`s why I tends to be emo as I listening to instrumental music.
I will fall into a deep thoughts every time I listen to Yiruma music.

This is one of his compositions ---"Letter" from his album "P.N.O.N.I"
There`s is some story behind this music but I don`t understand Korean so I don`t know what is the actual story behind the composition.

What I heard from the melody is about "miss" , "love" , and "hope" ^^

I wish I could play piano,so that I can play his music =)
Learning musical instrumental is not for the sake to show off, 
But to teach people to appreciate music,especially classical music.
I believe quality music can unite people and bring a peaceful world. 

Dream

My Molecular Diagnosis lecturer asked about our dreams during the tutorial session few days ago.All of us were requested to stand at the front and tell the whole class about our dreams in the coming 5 years time.

I said I gonna marry to a rich guy.It`s obviously not what I`m thinking of. This is my problem.I got lots of dreams but I`m fear to share with others about my dreams. I will feel shameful if my dream not come true if I share with people about that particular dream before.

Hmm..what I wish is to be able to perform with a band one day.I miss those times when playing musics with my fellow band mates.Though we were separated after we graduated from high school,but they are always on my mind.What we had gone through is the sweet memories that lasts for a lifetime.During these years,I also did try my best to be with the band.I still concern about the band competitions in Malaysia,DCI and the trends on the performance style.

Saw this video on Youtube.It was an encore performance by the Blue Kinghts,one of the bands from DCI. The song is entitled "Can`t take my eyes off you".I used to play this song I was in the band.This is really a nice song and I found that their arrangement of music was quite similar with the one I played before.Just that they have more musical instruments,excellent skills and the players` enthusiasm have makde the song even more lively.

Yes.I hope I will have a chance pick up my trumpet again in future 5 years time.

I wish to work in Environmental Biotech field after I graduate from AIMST.I wish to contribute something for mother nature,even my effort would not bring any change to the environment.

I hope I`ll not only a Bio-technologist/scientist in future, but also a writer who write something that can really inspire people.I want to produce a great drama script.This is my secret wish since my first time of writing a drama script,when I was 14 years old.

Oh,not to forget about my working-holiday plan to New Zealand. I shall make it happen before 30 years old.At least once in a life time to gain such experience.

And also the 2018 Russia World Cup.

Adopt a child through world vision.
I gonna prove to my parents that what I can give them is even more that 2 sons can give.

I knew that gonna work really hard than others in order to make all these dreams to become realities.That`s why I don`t dare to tell my lecturer and my course mates about my dreams.Cause I know I`m not that hardworking.But then.Hah.Dream will never die.I did not share did not mean that I don`t care about it.

圣诞歌 减压歌

在进入了最后一年的大学生涯以来，
每天都在忙忙忙忙忙。
从来都没想过Biotech 的学生一忙起来是会忙成这样的。
排得满满的课程表，还有research project 要顾。。
所以说那些医科牙医的Lxxxi 以后将讲我们之前真的要想好好才讲咯。
大家都在为生活忙，为将来打拼。你们没有看不起他人的专利。

啊。话说回来。
每次我一忙起来我就会吃东西减压。
如果我突然间一直在猛吃巧克力时，那么我的压力有多大，就可想而知了。

不知从何时开始，每当我的压力很大时我就会听圣诞歌来减压。
就算是六月七月我都早听不误。
因为圣诞节是我最喜欢的节日。
而且圣诞歌真的很好听。
如果那圣诞歌是Kenny G 演奏的那就更完美了。

我超爱Saxophone的声音。
可以很温柔也可以很狂野。
从前的我的确曾发过白日梦，希望可以遇见一个会吹Saxophone的男子。
可惜我认识的那些saxophone男好像都是衰款的。 @@
不过现在长大了，也就不再梦想什么saxophone 男了。
男人啊，最重要要成熟稳重可靠。

Kenny G 的 “Joy to the World” ，“Let it Snow！” 以及 “Winter Wonderland” 都是我这两天一直在听的。现在都已经十月了，距离圣诞节的日子也不远了。往年的圣诞节会在家乡度过，但是今年圣诞节我不回家了。想来都觉得心里都感到蛮失落的。

这些曲子都可以在Kenny G 的 The Greatest Holidays Classic 专辑里找到 =)

荐！！！成均馆绯闻 sungkyungkwan scandal OST

我好久好久好久好久好久好久好久都没有看那种浪漫唯美的偶像剧了。
因为那种戏的不切实际，我不想让自己成天沉醉在那种虚构的世界里。
我的最后一部台湾偶像剧算是放羊的星星吧，那是在国民服务营里面看的。
最初的那几集没有看，好像连大结局都没看到呢。
至于韩剧嘛。。最后一部应该是《宫》。
所以我其实真的是很久很久很久很久很久没看韩剧了。
上个假期给我无意中发现了这一部韩剧 《成均馆绯闻》。
其实去年PPTV一直在推荐这部戏，只不过本小姐我以为那是中国戏所以不管它。
怎知这是部韩国戏。oooohhhh !!!
同样的事发生在 《我女友是九尾狐》。。。

真的好好看哦！ ^^

虽然那男主角不算特别帅，但是我就是很喜欢他的稳重。
当然。。“稳重” 这两个字只适用于这部戏的造型。

其实他是一个“米奇”~哈哈

还有就是他们的OST真的是做得很好！

我很喜欢这首 “Found You”.每次听这首歌，都在等那“saranghae”那里的楼梯part ^^

还有就是这首 "자운영 紫雲英" ..主音用韩国的传统乐器，辅以西洋乐器合音。
很喜欢这种中西合并的感觉。
太有才了。

再来就是这首 “For you it`s seperation，for me it`s waiting”。
单听歌名就超感人的说 ^^

我在笑着听呢 ^^

旧曲重温~

还记得这首在2003年的时候红极一时的歌吗？
当年我13岁，在那个不能每天上网，没有手机，没有能力买CD的时代，
我超爱着首歌的。
我知道，我永远都会记得并喜爱这首 《晴天》。
8年过去了，我也即将踏入我最后一年的大学生涯，
重新听了这首歌，对这首歌的看法还是想13岁那年的一样。
我长大了，但是我还是爱这首歌的旋律。
虽然现在的周杰伦也已经不再是当年的周杰伦。
他现在在他事业的顶峰，唱歌主持拍电影三边跑。
但我还是喜欢以前的那个他，还有那听来更加真诚的音乐。

我相信，下一个8年，当我在听回这首歌时，我还是会喜欢它。

F**k You!

Yes I know that the lyrics contain some foul language but then it`s so catchy! I love the melody so so so much <3

Rapunzel Tangled *I`m in love with this! *

Genetics Engineering final exam is in 3days time and I`m still sitting in front of my lap top,listening to Rapunzel Tangled OST.

Alan Menken is a great composer!I`m always on his side!

This is my favourite song in the movie ---> I see The Light.

Beautiful lyrics.

I will make my prince to sing this for me but *too bad* I don`t have one.

I`m still waiting for my prince =) The God wants me to wait.

I love the man sing part,he has a good voice~♥

And this is the music that I LOVE the MOST! --> Kingdom Dance

All those days,chasing down a daydream,

All those years,living in a blur

All that time,never truly seeing

Things,the way we were

明天以后

无意间在youtube发现这首由林峰和泳儿合唱的歌“明天以后”。这首歌有两个版本--粤语版和中文版。个人觉得中文版的比较好听。也许是应为歌词写得好吧？真的。我认为这首歌的中文版比较有感觉。

林峰很有唱华文歌的潜质哦^^

I♥林峰！！！

-我对你，再好再亲密也不能在一起-

你不在

林峰把这首的诠释的很好。虽然他翻唱王力宏的歌，但他还是有吧那首歌的感觉表达出来。

一字一句，唱到我的心坎里去了。

你不在 当我最需要爱

你却不在

我受了伤偷偷好起来

你都不在

Je continue à vous manquez

这真是。。。

。。。。太有才啦！

本来我是要看林峰的，但是最后我却把焦点放在王祖蓝身上！

牛啊！

没那么简单

我很少听流行曲，因为我认为多数的流行曲，尤其是台湾的都非常的俗。但是听了王小琥的“没那么简单”后，我不得不承认，这是一首难得一见的好歌。动听的曲子，加上意义深长的歌词以及王小琥那浑厚由带点沧桑的歌声，简直是堪称完美。

个人觉得这首歌是在教导我们做人的道理，每个人，尤其是那些情窦初开的少男少女更加应该来听。很喜欢歌词里的那句 “相爱没有那么容易，每个人都有他的脾气”。对啊，相爱，本来就不是件简单的事。自己应该搞清楚自己适合什么样的生活，而不是盲目地人有我有。

听完了这首歌，我忽然觉得自己的思想又豁达了些。这感觉真好。

Jim Brickman

Well I`m not sure whether he is a famous pianist.Most of my friends knew Yiruma, a Korean pianist but not many of us had heard about Jim Brickman.According to Wikipedia,he is an American pianist and song writer.For your information he is not as young as Yiruma,he`s now 48!

I knew him through one of his music piece called "Lake Erie Rainfall".This music was one of the choice for Bella`s Lullaby but it was not chosen.I fell in love with this piano music when I was first listened to it.This is one of my de-stress instrumental music.

Another piece of music from him is "Angel Eyes" and I think that most of the people will fell familiar with it.If not mistaken it is a background music in a drama series.I only know the title of this song and the composer a few hours ago =s

The other music that I strongly recommend will be "Rocket to the moon".Trust me.You will love it.

Since he is such a great pianist but then he is not famous enough.Thus I would like to introduce this musician to whoever viewed my blog.His talent should be appreciated. *Gosh I feel like want to rush to Popular to get his CD*

Something make me emo.

This song is damn nice but then I emo after I listen the song.

Melodies of Life from Final Fantasy 9.

Enjoy =)

我和音乐

我没学过音乐，但可能因为从小接触一些乐器（如钢琴，电子琴），加上在中学时期参加铜乐队，所以令我懂得去欣赏一些和我同龄的人不太会去关注的音乐类型。

上大学后，因为一些缘故我开始依赖音乐。我所说的“音乐”，指的是没有人唱歌的那种。中学时期所听的band music我还是有在听。原因无它，只因为这一类的音乐是有很多种乐器合奏的，我个人觉得这类型的音乐内容很丰富，很有内涵。另外一个原因则是我能通过这类音乐寻找那离我渐行渐远，有关我从前参加铜乐队的回忆。

除此之外，我接触最多的，就属New Age Music--新世纪音乐了。我比较喜欢Secret Garden （神秘园） 和 Yiruma 的音乐。还有，Enya的音乐也不错 =）Secret Garden 的音乐多数是属于那种能够安定人们的心情的。听他们的音乐好像在编织着一个个美丽的梦。而Yiruma的钢琴曲则是很有感情的。听得人可以很轻易的明白他所要表达的东西。所以，如果你用心去听他的曲子其实你的情绪就很可能会被他那悠扬的琴声牵着走了。

好的音乐，能令我短暂地逃离现实。当然，我也不会放弃我的音乐梦。