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Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Who Care?

Who care?
Everybody knows, fire crackers are prohibited during festivals in Malaysia.
But,
Everyone just ignore about it.
The Chinese still enjoy playing fire crackers.
Burning money? Who care? As long as they happy.
Police? Means nothing. Give them some “Kopi O money” will do~
If “Kopi O” not works, just escape! Like what our ancestors thought us in Shunzhi Bing Fa.
The 36th strategy. ESCAPE!
As long as they happy. Who can stop them?
As long as they enjoy, who will care about how the dangerous behind it?
Well. Who care? The rules are set for people to act against it.

团圆夜!

团圆啦!
对!年夜饭,这就是我回乡最重要的目的!对于今年的团圆饭,我,其实是抱着期待的心情的。现在,我才终于了解“归心似箭”的含义。当你在外待久后,家,始终还是最好的。
这次回家,看见了婆婆,叔叔,叔母,堂弟堂妹们。感觉真的很不一样。他们其实都没什么变,只是小叔母快要生了,肚子好大哦!

今年的团圆饭和往年一样,还是有汤圆和火锅。不知为什么,我好享受帮大叔母做好汤圆的感觉。汤圆一煮好我就开始在那里猛吃,差点忘了要拍照~
晚饭后当然要玩烟花啦。我们其实已经好几年没玩烟花了,真的要谢谢俊新叔叔的烟花。连两岁的小轩轩也爱玩呢,还比我勇敢哦~因为俊新叔叔还有卖一种叫“魔术棒”的炮来玩,可是我很怕玩那个,虽然它的爆发力不强。轩轩还跑过去妹妹那里要和她玩呢~

真的很感恩,因为我有机会回乡过年。感谢天父的预备,你给我的,永远比我想象的还多,还丰盛。你的恩典够我用。



开胃甜点-汤圆



汤圆汤圆团团圆圆

团圆饭


轩轩在玩烟花


重头好戏-烟花。(可惜没警察)

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Hi Miri!

Hi Miri!

It had been a long time since I left Miri .Almost half year already.
I was just reached yesterday evening, for my surprise, well, Miri is really had changed a lot in this half year =) I`m not sure whether it is a good thing or not, but I think that it may be good. We have to do something to make Miri look more like a “city”

I felt pleased to see the Merdeka Mall, which is still under construction .I can see that how the building look like quite clearly now, unlike when I left list time, this mall was just started to build at that time. And also Bintang Plaza. I heard that they are going to build a hotel beside it; I think is some sort like Imperial Hotel. I also felt so happy to see STARBUCKS COFFEE in Miri. Finally .After Coffee Bean and Secret Recipe, we finally have Starbucks and also a bistro in Bintang Plaza but I forgot what the name is.

Besides, I went to the “pasar malam” which is near the city council building .I always like to go there, to feel the pace of Chinese New Year. However for my disappointment, this year I couldn`t find something interesting at the pasar malam and not many people going there. I think is because of the economy crisis, so everyone wants to save money. I met some high school friends and this can be considering as one the nice findings. It was such a long time ago since last time I saw them. Some had changed a lot, and some had never changed. Time passed and friendship will also become a past one day.

I found that there are a lot of new shops opposite my high school. The Japanese restaurant , Happy Café disappear, Pete`s Deli I also didn`t see…..I don`t know what was happening when I was not here but these changes once again reminded me that I am getting older and older TT
Oh yea. Before I finish here, I want to add something about my view to Miri during these 2 days. Well I don`t know why this two days are almost most time are rainy day. So... Abnormal. It should be sunny but this year it keeps on raining.It just look like Ford and I`m like Bella, who was taking a plane from Pheonix to Ford..And meet the handsome and charming Edward there…Sorry I`m dreaming again..anyway,bye and happy new year to everyone~

Monday, January 19, 2009

My Day!

Well, I know, today is not my birthday.
Today is only 19/01,I still have last few days for being a 18 teenager.
However my friends celebrated my birthday for me in my house here~
As today is a holiday and we all will be busy after today so they all decided to celebrate for me earlier.
It was really a surprise for me and I have to congratulate for their success!Before this I always think that they will celebrate for me on 22/01,which is this coming Thursday.

Let me tell you how they gave me the birthday surprise.Just now when I went for dinner with Sing Ying,and then after we finished our dinner she suddenly told me that she had telephone call.Then I walked back to my house alone.After I open the door,the condition in the living room is just like usual,so I just couldn`t notice that something was different.But when I entered my room,OMG I saw some lighted candles on the floor and my pillow and the birthday card,the present were all put on my chair!This is the picture.But what I saw is from front view XD




OMG!!!!!After I was calling for my room mates for such a long time they finally came out from the toilet and sang the birthday song for me.After then I was "ordred" to say something.What to do?I just crapping there,kept on saying thank you and said that love them ^^

Immediate after this I had my second round dinner with them,as you can see the picture below~They prepared the food by themselves,except ice-cream,saft drinks and also sparkling drink =p


The Food


Food again



Once again,I still want to thank all my beloved friends for spending their time,their money,their energy,their love,their creativity....because my birthday.I really appreciate it and i also feel lucky to have friends like you all.Thanks for giving me a wonderful day.


This is what the decorate on the wall of my place



Me with the my birthday present-Kenny G album.




Birthday present,birthday card,birthday crown and the fairy stick
The purple stick and crown is to pass to next birthday girl/boy.The next receiver will be Athinia.






And...
I also like to take this opportunity to send my birthday wishes to my ex-AIMST classmate,Wendy and my ex-brassband senior,Geoffrey.Today is their birthday but unfortunately I can`t say happy birthday to them but can only sms(Wendy) and leave a massage at facebook(Geoffrey).Although we are far away but I never forget you two.Happy 19th to Wendy,and also Happy 20th birthday to Geoffrey.Thanks for being my friends. Your presence in my life had made my life so memoriable and I did learn something from you.Have a blessed birthday.









*Sprcial thanks for Brenna who allowed me to grap ur photo from your phone.

*Thanks to
Athinia,Brenna,Caryn,Carmen,Hui Ping,See Yean,Sing Ying,Yiyi,Sze Ling for spending the night with me.


Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Countdown For The Day Going Back to Miri

Miri!!! 10 more days to go!

I just can`t wait to go back to my hometown,after leaving for almost half year!
Besides,this time I`m going back for celebrate Chinese New Year!
I hope I will get many "Ang Pao "during Chinese New Year so that I will have more money to spend in Kedah!

However,before going back I still got a LOAD of projects and Quizzes that have to be settled.The project,especially Biology fair is totally meaningless for me but i do not have other choices but to prepare for it since it contribute 5% for my overall assignment.What to do?My parents are paying for my studies here so I have the responsibility to do my best in the exams.There`s still Chemistry project and English Critical Review project waiting for me to finish TT This is enough to drive me mad as I don`t enjoy the process to finish the projects~

And then is the quizzes.Biology quiz next Wednesday and Mathematics quiz next Thursday.Thanks Lord because Chemistry Quiz is after Chinese New year.I`m learning Organic Chemistry for this final term and it`s damn hard.Since the quiz is postponed so I think I will have ample time to work for it.And also Physics,it will be tested after CNY. Please pray for me especially my Chemistry as I always lack of confidence on this subject. =(

I feel so excited to meet my friends and family in Miri.Miss all of them so much.I`ll be back on next Saturday,so those of you who is in Miri can prepare RED CARPET and FLOWERS to welcome me at Miri Airport at 5.30 pm.I hope I will meet all of my friends in Miri during CNY!!!!!

Friday, January 9, 2009

写给天父的话

亲爱的天父:

谢谢你,因你垂听了我的祷告。
刚刚才拿到第二学期的成绩。这次的整体表现真的比上个学期好很多,很多。
感谢你。因你看见了我的努力,你给了我我应得的成绩。

刚才去拿成绩前,我非常紧张,我怕会向上学期一样。于是我像你祷告。我说,主啊!求你透过圣灵提醒我,无论成绩如何,总要存着一颗感恩的心。因为这是你给我的。我祈求你赐给我足够的勇气来面对我的成绩。结果,你给我的勇气,远远多过我要的。你给我勇气来看成绩单,打电话给妈妈,还有,把成绩拿给同学看。这是我最没有勇气做的事,但主!你竟然给了我这样的勇气!

此刻,我突然想起你的话

“Ask,and it shall be given.”

只要向你求,你就会供应。而且,你是加倍的供应。
未来的路还很长,但是只要跟随你的脚步就不必害怕,不必惊慌,也不至于走错路。
求你继续带领。

感谢天父垂听我的祷告。奉主耶稣的名求的,阿门。

Thursday, January 8, 2009

爱情?

以前有断时间,总是很希望会有一个男朋友。不为什么,只是觉得如果有一个特别照顾自己的男生,不开心的时候,有个特别的他,已经在那里准备倾听了,就觉得好幸福哦~而且哦,生日啊,情人节啊,还是什么特别的节日啊,都会有个特别的“他”让我和他分享我的喜悦。

但是,随着年龄的增长,我,已渐渐看见,爱情,并不如我想象中简单。看见身边朋友们的太多例子,真的觉得,爱情啊!真的是需要有非常成熟的思想,才能拥有的。王子和公主的童话故事很难见到,根本就没有可能存在。看看英国查尔斯王储很戴安娜王妃的爱情吧。回顾一下丹麦王储和香港籍前王妃的结婚到离婚的过程吧。还有还有!哈林和伊能静。相信大家对他们的新闻都略有所闻吧?他们的故事并不因为他们的社会地位和我们不同而不会发生在我们这些市井小民的身上哦。他们的故事,只是被媒体像用显微镜般被放大了,让我们更清楚地看见,爱情,早已近被生活上的琐碎之事,世俗的压力给“污染”啦。结果,爱情,还真的是走进坟墓了。童话不见的会有美好的结局!对,灰姑娘的故事很浪漫,但是故事只是停留在结婚那一幕。以后会发生什么事,作者没写哦!如果要写,迪士尼的公主们也不会获得那么多小妹妹的青睐啦。

爱情,并不是两个人相爱就够。虽然说,爱情是两个人的事情,但是,有没有想过,两个人在一起后,要面对的是还有很多?比如,你能否长期的包容对方的不好?你会不会被对方的家人朋友接受?虽然你们最后也许不会结婚,但是如果你们有一天真的要结婚而对方的家人朋友还是不能接受你呢?这样的问题你要怎样处理?还有,当你和他/她开始交往,你要怎样把你的另一半介绍给你的家人朋友认识?这所需要的勇气,并不会亚于告白时所需要的勇气吧?如果你的对象和别的异性较为要好了一点,你还能信任他/她吗?还有社会地位,家庭背景,宗教差别,思考模式。。。。这些足以摧毁一段美好爱情的琐事,这些,都是开始一段恋情所需要顾虑的。不要告诉我:不要想太多,爱就是了。爱了就没有遗憾。但是朋友我想告诉你,这是不成熟的想法!你绝对需要顾虑,好让你爱得无忧无虑!

看见了太多爱情那丑陋的一面,又看了台湾韩国哪完全不切实际的偶像剧,包括那Twilight。。。现在的我,已经不会非常期待爱情啦。偶像剧我都不屑去看。因为它们通常让人对爱情的印象和认知只停留在那些剧情片断。我已完完全全把我的爱情交给上帝来掌管了。现在的我,过不久即将十九岁的我,依然还在高唱“I`m single and I`m proud of it”。我要尽情享受单身的自由,单身的快乐!一切随缘吧~

我想说:
爱情,并不只是手牵手去约会;
爱情,也不是只为了跟随潮流;
人有我有?那为什么不要干脆坚持单身来显出自己特别?
爱情,不是吵架后更了解对方那么简单。
爱情叫作付出。爱情叫做牺牲。
爱情叫做信任

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

一个人

很多时候,我很享受一个人的时光。虽然在一些人看来,这好像非常可怜,但对我来说,在某些时候,这也是我人生的一大享受。

就比如在早晨的时候。一个人吃早餐。早晨,一切都是全新的开始,所以,在这时候一个人吃着东西,喝着热饮品。如果有份报纸则更理想。在这时候,四周的喧闹都与我无关。在大学的这接近一年以来,每当我一个人吃早餐时,我都会选择面向Cafe外的草地。在我的背后,就是来来往往的人群。他们的喧闹,突出我的享受。虽然周围很吵,但在我坐的范围却很安静。

当我突然想要思考的时候,我会选择远离人群吧。在我的世界里,我要尽情地思考。当我想通一些道理,又或者是一些事情,我就会很高兴!然后,我回到人群里,我要把我的角色扮演得更好。

当我觉得被遗弃,我更会选择远离朋友群,一个人。我要用我的孤单,再加上那冷酷的表情向他们示威,示威孤单的乐趣。然后,拼命安慰自己,孤单很好啊?有什么不好?我那表情足以吓走很多人哦!哈哈。很傻,我知道。但是这就是我。这样的孤单,其实,对我来说,不叫享受,叫折磨。但,我会提醒自己,这很酷。不要觉得我很恐怖,我重申,这就是我!

在适当的时候享受孤单吧!有时,离开社交圈里的形形色色,让自己的心灵得到净化。我们也许不至于
“沾染”一些坏习惯。

*什么时候,我才能完完全全的让自己为上帝而让自己静下来思考上帝的话语?现在我每天都把一天最后的时间随随便便地读一篇经文,很内疚,因自己从来没为上帝享受“彩荟式”的一个人时光呢?希望大家能为我祷告。

Sunday, January 4, 2009

我中毒啦!

新年才刚开始,我就中了僵尸毒!因为看了 Twilight!

好啦,现在电影也看了,我又开始跟歆颖借来她的小说 《Twilight》来读。
原来小说里的很多情节都没在电影里头出现哪。不过不要紧,人家电影才两个小时多我们有怎么能太过苛求呢?男女主角长得好看就行了 XD

我好想拥有这套小说噢!刚刚上网去看才知道现在又有一本可是还没出版,也是Twilight Saga 系列的。那本书叫《Midnight Sun》就是Edward版的《Twilight》

既然无法抗拒,既然中毒了,那就必须找解药。

好啦,我就在这里许下新年目标。待我在三月念完foundation后我就要回美里努力赚钱,然后再存钱把整套书都买下来。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈!(想到就爽)

现在没钱所以只好看封面自己爽~

Twilight 系列:
1。《Twilight》




2。《New Moon》


3。《Eclipse》


4。《Breaking Dawn》