Bye 2010

This is a post for remembrance. =)

It seems like we countdown for the year 2010 at yesterday,and now,the year is coming to an end.5 more hours,and we will say bye bye to year 2010.

Do allow me to jot down some memorable happenings throughout the year in my blog.

那些刻骨铭心的记忆。我就一个人在这里回忆吧 =）

1.February.1st Chinese New Year Celebration in my new house.

The Lee family had moved in to their newly built houses in November 2009.My new house is big enough to serve my friends for gathering.Thus,we played cards from the 2nd day until 4th day of the Chinese New Year.I finally knows to play cards..hehe

2.March.Jazz Concert!

Due to the miss of CH Band concert I decided to go for a jazz concert in Sungai Petani.The performing band was WVC Trio +1 led by Mr.Tay Cher Siang. I was thinking to go alone at first but I ended up to watch the concert with my batch mates.Thanks for all of their kindness for accompany me ^^

3.June.FIFA World Cup and Band Competition!

OMG that was the most exciting + anticipating month throughout the year!Thanks to these 2 big events I didn`t feel bored during my long holidays!I watched the 1st FIFA World Cup in my life when I was 12.That was Korea-Japan World Cup.I thought I will never watch FIFA again since then due to my busy secondary school life but thank God,I still manage to make myself to follow this big big event on TV this year(2010)!One important thing to remember is,my favourite team Spain became the Champion for FIFA 2010! Whether you believe it or not,I`m smiling when I typing this =)

!Viva España!

4.Bintulu trip with Ker Sing!

Well,this happen at the end of June.After Ker Sing finished her finals we pay a visit to Kok Yin who lives in Bintulu.That was an unforgettable trip in my life.It`s a joyful thing to meet the friends who really knows and share the similar opinion with you.I`m always looking for the next trip to meet Kok Yin!

BFF!

5.I realize that I was one more step nearer to the adult world.

You know,when I go to year 2,everything changed.Some people began to show their kiasu-ness.I was sick of them.Before this I always enjoy the time in the lab but now I feel like don`t want to get into the lab.I`m always asking myself.What`s the point we fight for all those opportunities to do experiment in the lab?Some treat me rudely,made me feel like they`re humiliating me.I realize that,some of my so-called best buddies are actually not that good.They back stabbed me,saying that my result is always worse than them.Hello!Result doesn`t mean everything ok!I swear I will become a more successful person than them in the future!Adult world is really cruel,once you step into it,all you will face will be full of bloody things.You`ll have no choice but do your part and keep a positive mind.

6.Thanks to all of my buddies in AIMST who always help me!

I became quite close with Xin Hua during last sem.I found that Erene and Evelyn are nicer than I think ^^ I`ll always remember those moment when we chit-chat,laugh loudly until mid-night!Thanks for everything.Without you all I would never have a more positive mind set,I`ll never have a chance to analyze something in other way round.

Breakthrough
I started to learn Spanish  during the my 3 months holidays in June!As for me Spanish is not that hard to learn especially the pronunciation.Spanish pronunciation is quite similar to Malay language.I will keep on learning this language.

Relationship Status
I`m still single but I don`t really mind about it.What I mind is my primary/secondary school mates and the elderly asked me about this issue.The road to become a biotechnologist is seriously very tough and I still have a long way to go.I need more strength and I know God will always give me a way =) I`m still faith in God ok!

Anyway I`m not ready to the new year.But I know I`m prepared for the challenges that will happen tomorrow!



*Sorry.Not much picture uploaded.The internet speed in unsatisfied.

Yes.I`m Critique the band.So What?

I guess this would be my very first post on the negative side of the band.Too be precise,is about my beloved band which I grew up and learnt a lot about the realities.As a band member I had the chances to travel to other places to do performances.I had followed the band to Italy in 2007,when I was a Form 5 student.Many people will think that it`s really good to be a band member,but they never know what was actually happening in the band.It`s no doubt that being a band members brought me lots of sweet memories and gave us experiences that other ordinary students wouldn`t have. But it`s also a place where I LOST all my CONFIDENCE and become self-abased.And this had affected my life after I left the band.Until today,I`m still working hard to re-build my self-confident.


1.Physical Appearance

Well,I learnt about how important for a person to have a good-looking appearance during my time in band.Those days,most of the committees members were male and,I`m sorry to say that,they are really ITCHY.They gave priority for the pretty new members to use instruments and go for performances/competitions.For those members who are not that pretty/ordinary looking they would have less chances to be selected to go for performances and competitions.Please note that these chances are really important for new members or they will be slowly eliminated.Since those ITCHY committee members chose the performing members based on the physical appearance basis (well,these new members were also capable,just they win because of their appearance), some other potential members but not pretty enough had lost their chances just like that.Yes.Just like that.I was the lucky one.I was a trumpeter.Since a marching show band needs more trumpeters they selected as one of the performing members.But I was teased by some of the members and I cried almost everyday.I became a negative thinking person until all of my best friends left me!When I was in the worst situation I dare not to look at others,especially the guys because I scare the guys will tease me.

2.The money-loving/sucking teacher a.k.a the manager

I have to admit that the teacher is a very capable one.Without the teacher the band would never achieve such great succeeds! Without her I would never have a chance to travel to Italy,where a place that everybody dream of it.But she is realistic to the max ; She favors those members with rich parents.She was actually knew my mom but she didn`t knew that I`m my mom`s daughter until she saw my mom.Before that she didn`t really care about my existence,didn`t even look at me.But after she knew that I`m my mom`s daughter then only her attitude became better. If a member`s parents could donate money to the band then the member would have a greater chance to get a high post during committee election.


3.Rude members

You know,most of the rich kids are rude and kurang ajar.I understand that it`s wrong to conclude the rich kids in this sentence but then this is what I experienced in the band.Most of the rich kids are rude;and most of the band members are rich kids.There`s only a few members are from a family background like me.They teased other band are poor,they teased other members` parents,they teased everything that could be teased.I was once their victim.I didn`t understand why they could be like that and I finally found out WHY is it during a trip with them to a competition after I left my high school.Let me tell you my found-outs.Their parents are also behave like that.When I`m typing this I could still remember the scenes,vividly.When other band doing their performance one of their members left one of his/her shoe at the middle of  the field.It`s  embarrassing and yet the parent were laughing till the end!OMG how rude is she!No wonder her son always tease others!Did`t she know that this is an accidents which might be happen in all the bands?!The rudeness of these rich kids were not only limited in this but also their hygiene.I was once a uniform officer and I always received some smelly and dirty uniform from them.It was a miracle that I never complaint when I was doing my job.This would be my very first time to complaint about this.


4.Backstabbing other bands.

This is what the extreme thinking seniors and the teachers always do,especially when the competition is getting near.I never agree about this.Music is something to unite the people but not to cause any quarrels or unpleasant things to happen.The rude kids always log on to the forum and talk something bad about the other band until our band reputation corrupted.What is the points to do such ignorant thing in the forum?Every band have their strengths and weakness,accept it and learn lessons from them instead of quarreling in the forum!FYI this is also a brain washing tactic for the teachers to ensure the loyalty of members to the band.However,I`m pleased to see that the relationship among the bands is improved nowadays.

These are the major things that I want to critique about.Although I been bully by them but I still got the chance to participate the band until I finished my high school.My 2 sisters were not as lucky like me.They left the band shortly after they joined the band.I just heard about my youngest sister`s experience few days ago and I was really pissed off.She felt like she doesn`t have a chance to be selected as a performing member in her current section so she requested to change to other section(musical instrument).Her section leader rejected her request and abandoned her.The section leader never ask her to go practice and band camp after my sister requested to change to other section.One day,my sister went to the practice after she asked about the practice time from her friend.She missed a lot of marching foundementals so one of her seniors ask her the reason of the absentees.She told the senior in an indirect way.The section leader said to my sister "I thought you are no longer in my section?" .I was like "WHAT THE HELL?" Now who was the one rejected my sister` s request and abandoned my sister and you end up telling such thing to the senior?? I myself felt very hurt when I heard about this,how about my sister?

During my time,it`s not encouraged to change section.Yes,I knew about that.But I never knew that a section leader have the right to stop his members from change section and then abandon the member.The section leaders would normally allow the member to change section.It`s the member`s right to seek for a better chance, right?This does not mean that particular member is not loyal to the band.Sigh.Some bad tradition inherited from the 2005/06 batch committee. I`m doubting if this is a conspiracy among those committee members to kick off the undesired member.This is really too much!My sister will no longer join the band since my mother and my another sister disallowed her to do so.My mom even said "If me and your papa stick a RM1000 note on our fore head and go for the parents meeting the teacher will surely let her take part in the state competition." How ironic,huh =)

I feel sorry for my sister would never have a chance to join the band and learn what I learnt before.

Is it something called Dilemma?

Yesterday I went to mcmc to send my resume and application letter for industrial training.My training would be in next May to August.I hope to do my training in Miri.

But then.You know,things are always not going in what we want it to be.I went to Environment Department in the morning,I was so disappointed at the moment I looked at their office.Is like..a sad n dull environment full of L&M.I`m not sure if I can really learn something if they accepted me as their trainee.

After that I went to MCMC hospital.The person in charge didn`t even take my documents.He told me I can`t learn much in their hospital.He said their hospital had accepted 10 students from Masterskill who are taking Diploma in Lab Tech.He recommended me to the General Hospital but I feel like don`t want to go for it =( I guess the uncle didn`t want me to waste my time in their hospital.True also.Their lab is so so so tiny with not much equipment.As I glanced over the whole lab there`s only some old old equipment,there`s only an unknown machine in the lab..

I suddenly realized something.Whether I like it or not I might have to stay in west Malaysia to build my career after I graduate.If I choose to come back to my home town I will be end up to work in the field totally not related to what I study now.You know my dream right?Studying Biotechnology was something that I planned when I was 16 a.k.a a Form 4 students.I`m still young to chase my dream but my mom hopes me to work in a government organization.The elders always prefer to have a "stable" life style but I knew that`s not what I want!Though I don`t like to deal with those kiasu people but I really loves to take challenges and competitions!And the only reason is,I`m still YOUNG to chase my dreams!And this would mean everything for me at the moment.

Ok,after bluffing for such a long paragraph,I guess I should continue to look for a suitable place for my training.

An afternoon with lao bu

I had arrived in Miri 2days ago and I got lots if thing to blog!

My KL trip with Sing Ying was really nice.Will write about this after this =)

Yesterday (Thursday) I went to Bintang Plaza to meet up with my "lao bu" Ker Sing and we exchange something =)

Here is it.

A new magazine,Key chain and a book from Ker Sing!

I got her a new Barcelona jersey (also for myself) at Bukit Binang,KL.hmm..too lazy to take a photo on that.Will upload if I got a chance,maybe in the next post.

Another thing that make me happy is...I finally got my new & bad quality I.C!!! I looks much more better in the new I.C photo!!!

Yes.I look much more better as compare to 12 years old^^

While shopping in Popular (me and lao bu`s must go place) I renewed my Popular card as well.My previous one was expired since last November.Since I `m a bookaholic I decided to upgrade my Popular card to "Privilege" card.RM 25 for 3 years instead of RM12 for 1 year ^^

One more thing to add on is,I was really amazed for their customer service nowadays!They really improved a lot!For example,I only spent less than 10 minutes to get my new card!The stuff printed this card for me in a few minutes time after I pay the member fees1!Before this I was worried that how long I have to wait for the new card since I seldom stay in Miri.All my worries had gone at the moment the stuff passed the card to me!Satisfied =)))

My new Popular card ^^

And that should be all..stay tune for my KL trip post!

Happy Holidays!

Have yourself a merry little Christmas!

I should act cute

You know,I like Teddy.

I will always remind myself to act cute and sweet when take photo with Teddy next time =)

1 more week of exam and I shall celebrate my Christmas.Wish me luck!

我想说

.....

我可以任性一下吗？

我可以耍一耍脾气吗？

因为我真的受不了一些人。

X的。

要人迁就你们，却不愿迁就别人。