留恋

2011年，九月天。
我很喜欢藤井树给九月份的形容 ----〉橙色九月。
可我不曾体会过九月的橙色会是怎样的。
这里常年如夏，九月，给我的印象也只不过是多雨的季节。

课还是得上。
而今早，当我打开我的笔记本时，
赫然发现，
右上端日期的那一栏，
我的年份还停留在已渐行渐远的2010年。
而那笔记也是前几天课堂上所写下的。

不禁沉思。
其实，我到底在留恋2010的些什么事物？
以至于在距离三个月后就结束的2011年九月，
我在日期栏上，
依然把年份误填为2010年。

其实，我在留恋些什么?
答案，不知道。

A cracked watch crystal

Few days ago,on a nice weekend morning.

I accidentally dropped my watch on the floor.

And the crystal was cracked.

I couldn`t do anything other than shock and blame myself for my carelessness. 

I bought this watch in Malacca back in few months ago and don`t know why,

I like this watch very much though it didn`t cost much.

And now it cracked.

But then I still wear it to class everyday.

I told myself I`ll try my best to change another new crystal for that watch.

So today when I went out for dinner,I brought my watch to along to repair it.

I went to 2 shops,but to my disappointment,the cost to change the crystal is even more expensive than the price of my watch.

Feel like it`s not worth to change the crystal thus I decided just to leave it like that.

I was so down as I was looking at the cracked crystal.

I think a lot.

Sometimes,something that is caused by own carelessness will always become a regret.

And it could never be reverse back to its perfect condition,

even if I could,I  have to pay a lot, not about money,but the lessons.

For hurting something or someone that I love so much,

If I got myself to change the crystal just now,

the new crystal will only means a foreign part on the watch.

It`s different with the cracked one.

Perhaps I will change a new crystal some days ,but I`m sure it`s not now.

I`m NOT emo.

It`s just some thoughts from me.

Guess is because of the mickey make me like the watch so much.

我想当中线妹 =p

我想装嫩，所以回来读书之前去剪了这么一个发型。

蛮喜欢这发型，但是我的头发好像在短短两个星期内长了。

长了的刘海很难在梳平，现在又很流行分中线。

然后我的刘海不懂怎么的特别容易自动分成左右两边，还给我分得清清楚楚。

我没有吹风筒，弄不到平刘海，所以就试一试分中线。

其实并没有想象中的难看，只怕别人会觉得邋遢。。。@_@
这张是在离开马六甲之前拍的。

完美还是不完美

一直对自己强调，凡事都要做到尽善尽美，
最好是完美。
但在所谓那追求完美的过程中，
却一次又一次的发现好多好多的不完美。

这世界原本就不完美。
赤裸裸的暴露在人们的眼前。

越是想完美，就越容易让人看见自身的不完美。
越想掩饰，就越有可能出丑。

又怎样？
没有完美，

我们还是得尽善尽美，不是吗？