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Saturday, November 24, 2012

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摄于槟城升旗山,David Brown`s Restaurant @Strawberry Hill



"予独爱莲之出淤泥而不染,濯清涟而不妖,中通外直,不蔓不枝,香远益清,亭亭净植,可远观不可亵玩焉。"       ----宋。周敦颐 《爱莲说》




Monday, October 22, 2012

差遣我

今早在主日崇拜上又听见了这首感动人心的诗歌 “差遣我”。

“我看见灵魂中的忧伤,孤独中人的心在角落颤抖”

这句歌词给了我很大的震撼。
虽然暂时还没有那种为主去宣教的心志,但是这首诗歌,提醒了我要常常走出去,多多关怀周围的人。把来自上主的爱,带入人群中。

这首歌,也提醒了我打从14岁就开始定下的志愿。
等将来有经济能力了,我要助养那些有需要的小孩。
我要尽我小小的能力,去给他们的生活带来小小的改善。







刚刚无意间在YouTube发现了这个短片,这短片我在半年前的崇拜上看过了。
故事是说五个宣教士进到食人族的部落里向他们宣教不遂,而被部落里的人杀死。
后来,这五个宣教士的妻子,毅然带着她们的孩子回到那个部落里去想部落的人宣教。
故事的结尾,那个部落的人终于接受了耶稣作为他们生命的救主。

传扬来自主耶稣的佳音,是刻不容缓的。
我们不积极,是因为我们没有看见这件事的迫切性。---摘自某福音漫画







Sunday, October 21, 2012

毕业了

一晃眼,终于,毕业了。
现在回想起来,还真的不敢相信自己会在吉打州完成自己的大学课程。
中学时代都一直以为自己会去KL读大学。

毕业典礼啊,可是人生大事。
父母亲和婆婆特地从美里飞过来出席我的毕业典礼。
对于这场毕业典礼,我除了感恩还是感恩。
愿将一切荣耀归于上帝!

四年大学生涯就这么结束。
犹记得三年前要开始读大一的时候,我向好友开心的宣告。。

我是真正的大学生了!

没想到,我的大学生涯,就这样,成为一个过去了。

终于,面对离别了。
心里很清楚,会联络的,还是能继续保持联络。
平时并不怎么熟的朋友,在拥抱道别的那一刻,就算是永别了。

这几年来,我不敢说自己有变得多成熟,有多独立。
学生时代的烦恼,也只不过是不开心成绩不好,不如朋友好而被讲。。
但是现在出来社会了,才了解到这一切都是无谓的。
不管你是一等荣誉还是二等荣誉学士,出来社会,都是一样的。
并不会因为你是一等荣誉就会得到更多。我是说工作。

这几个月来在外头的历练,可以说,是胜过四年躲在象牙塔里的经历。
短短几个月,我发觉自己长大了好多。
觉得自己一夜之间,长大了。
现在,我只是个负债累累的社会新鲜人。

这几个月,身边的朋友家人都在问。。
是不是打算在槟城落地生根啊?
这真是个可怕的问题。
落地生根,此事非同小可!
目前当然是希望能在槟城工作,因为本身很喜欢槟城这个地方。
新旧交替,朝气蓬勃,有城市的样貌却也还保留着浓厚的人情味。
但是生根吗。。天啊现在真的不是谈这样的问题的时候。
我总是会想起家乡的父母。
所以,想都不是很敢想。






同窗三年的同学们。这是我们班的最后一张合照了 =(



一直都很想进Dean List,终于能凭着最后一个学期的考试而得到这个award。




当年一起读faundation的同学们。大家都长大了。




终于拿到我的毕业证书了!




Brenna 和 Amanda,室友兼同学。。
这几年来最重要的朋友。





华,谢谢你一直以来的照顾。
毕业典礼那一天,还有人把她错认成我。。哈哈哈。。
我们真的是太像了。





他们盼了这么多年,就是等待这一天。




妈妈说,婆婆看见我上领毕业证书时偷偷拭泪。。




 家庭照




谢谢你们的礼物!这是我生平第一次收花呢!




谢谢你们的到来!



Thursday, August 30, 2012

无可取代

今早,破天荒的,我打包了我最不喜欢的油/黄面当午餐。原因无它,因为那油面炒得很像伊面,然后我又很想很想吃伊面。。。

结果吃午餐时。。天啊。。吃的好辛苦啊。。吃油面永远都让我在吃东西时有很大的压力。。感觉好像永远都吃不完一样。。

吃着吃着,突然有感而发。伊面是伊面,油面是油面。就算油面被煮得看起来很像油面,但是油面始终不是伊面。虽然看起来很像伊面令人很想吃,但是咬下去了才发现。。啊。。好难吃。。

所以说,油面是取代不了伊面的,哪怕它看起来有多像伊面。这就像我们生命中的有些人,是不能被取代的。就算很相似,但是每个人都是特别的。。如果勉强去接受,到最后,也许就像吃油面般。。辛苦。可是,就算是这样,还是有很多人会因为不想改变现状,又或者是因为再也回不了头,而继续啃下那油面。。

Friday, August 24, 2012

Of Progesterone and Estrogen

I remember when I was in my year 2 I had human physiology class.One of the lessons was about human reproductive system and we discussed about the female hormones estrogen and progesterone.These two hormones are vital for women health.I remember my lecturer said the rise in level of progesterone is actually plays some role in influencing the attraction of male to female.

Progesterone level rises after menstrual cycle for the preparation of ovulation.As ovulation is the stage where ovum is released,means the female is prepared to receive sperm and get the ovum fertilized. Thus progesterone helps to regulate female`s body conditions,trigger libido.The skin condition will be much more better so ladies,will look more pretty to attract the opposite sex..I found this is so amazing.

And now my works is to deal with sexual behavior.I recalled about this theory from the discussion of the scientists in my company.Progesterone and estrogen DO play a role in attracting opposite sex, at least in most of the cases of my observation,it drives the sexual desire of the male towards female animal as compared to those female WITHOUT progesterone and estrogen injection. Interesting.

So I am thinking about the question for one week (and will continue to think about this! ).The animals can`t see how each other looks like during the experiment  but the male managed to identify the presence of the female animal in his place and the animals manage or at least attempt to mate.This is because the male can smell the something and I suppose the hormones play some roles to enable the male to identify the female? This is considered as the nature ability of animals.

If human beings are not influenced by the external factors like looking for your partner`s face,background,how he or she dress up themselves...By just solely depend on these hormones,will this really help in attracting your partner? We human beings always talk about love..But what makes us to fall in love to someone is always influenced by many factors from our surroundings.We tends to "scan,""screen", then "evaluate" and last "decide" before we found ourselves actually fall in love to someone.The selecting process happens consciously or unconsciously.That`s why we always say that "love is complicated","you don`t know about love". We are blessed by having "love" in mandarin we said 爱情 as a gift.If we really don`t know about love we are just like animals,the guys will smell and sniff the female and then mating and then reproduce the next generation and that is it. The love among a couple makes the final purpose -mating to be so complicated. But mating comprise of many factors as well,like RAPE.This is really OMG.In some cases I saw the female animal refuse to mate,the male will just dominant by sitting on the female and the female will squeak like hell.I feel very pity and want to terminate the experiment in order to save the female but I can`t.Luckily some female manage to reject the male by  give him a big KICK!Ladies,if you don`t want to mate then just give him a KICK!


Can I conclude that progesterone and estrogen are in charge mating while the phenylalanine guides you to attract to your special one? The hormones are really fantastic regulators that influence out live so much,isn`t it? 




"No Physical,No Chemical,No Biological---- (Prof.K.,2011)"