北极星的眼泪

几年前，当我第一次听到这首歌的歌词时，它带给我很深很深的感触。
每当我在听这首歌时我就会想起你。
我曾对自己说，这首歌，属于你。
因为它让我联想到你。
我也曾说告诉自己，以后只要听到这首歌，我就会记起那个活在我曾经里的你。

theshittysoinaimst

Damn it the scientific officer Miss T!

TMD I smile to you like an ignorant baby and yet you still don`t want to take the reagents to me!

DON`T YOU SEE MY HARMLESSNESS TO YOU FROM MY IDIOT-LIKE SMILE?!

Ma leh only 50ul of DNA ladder and loading dye mah!Is that so hard for you to make you to move just a few steps to get me those reagents? 

ALWAYS SAID THAT YOU`RE BUSY,CONNOT LEAVE YOUR SEAT BUT WHY YOU GOT TIME TO CHIT CHATTING IN YOU OFFICE?BULL SHIT LAH YOU!

When I request for more reagents you said too much,when I ask for the amount that is just sufficient for one time use you said I should ask more next time!

WTF WHAT DO YOU ACTUALLY WANT!

HUH!DAMN YOU RACIST WOMAN!

Letter -By Yiruma

I love Yiruma`s piano piece because of the emotional expression.
For me a music piece without emotion contour is NOTHING but just annoying noise.
When I`m listening to music,I prefer to listen to the harmony part rather than the melody part.
Harmony part in music is something you really need to be very focus then only you can hear the part.
Thus instrumental music is a better choice for me because I can listen to the harmony part easier.
Sometimes the human voice is a distraction~
I always put in my whole heart and emotion when I listen to music,that`s a respect to the composer =p
That`s why I tends to be emo as I listening to instrumental music.
I will fall into a deep thoughts every time I listen to Yiruma music.

This is one of his compositions ---"Letter" from his album "P.N.O.N.I"
There`s is some story behind this music but I don`t understand Korean so I don`t know what is the actual story behind the composition.

What I heard from the melody is about "miss" , "love" , and "hope" ^^

I wish I could play piano,so that I can play his music =)
Learning musical instrumental is not for the sake to show off, 
But to teach people to appreciate music,especially classical music.
I believe quality music can unite people and bring a peaceful world. 

烦

其实，我很烦。

可是，当我在烦恼的时候，

我却不能做些什么。

Research Project困难重重。

每次讨东西时都要面对那些人的脸色。

每次不争气做错东西时还得面对老师的不高兴。

真的好想放弃一切什么都不管了。

换作是以前我早就在facebook 上宣泄我的不开心，我的烦，我的累。

但是我知道我不应该这么做。

我21岁了。

我该晓得每个人都不该随便向别人传达负面的情绪。

因为Research Project这东西，不只我在烦，其他同学也一样。

如果我随便散播我的负面思想，

刚巧又有一些和我一样心情的同学看了又会怎样？

所以我学着沉默。

不管情况有多坏，事情总会过去的。

所以我选择把我的负能量自己收好，免得让其他人受害。

隐藏

有些事，自己收了好久，可却无法向任何人说出我的感受。

写在纸上，总有一天会被人捡起来读。

写在部落格，又没法控制读者群。

再加上，这些事我真的无法也不知道该怎么告诉朋友，

就算是最要好的朋友，我也不知该怎么向她们述说我的感觉。

其实很多事情自己真的是没办法也没资格去在乎。

这就是我的无奈，而我除了自己承担之外别无他法。

昨晚那场梦，历历在目。

希望这场梦永远都不会发生在现实。

至少我希望那男的不是我现在所认识的任何一位男生。