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Saturday, June 8, 2013

I hate B******c*rp !

Went to a seminar today.
Was actually helped up in this exhibition on the first day of the seminar and feel it`s worth to go so I ask my friends to join me today.
The exhibition was a very small one but I feel like their booth presentation is very informative except that ($*&# B******c*rp.
I`m not sure if it`s an appropriate thing to mention that my friend is working there.But the way that the cb malay respond to us makes me feel very insulted.
He said "Oh, so I can see the next question will be ask for a job in the company"
Feel humiliated.
I did not mean to try to build relation in order to get the job as I will never work in a cheater organization. Even if he begs me to work under his organization I would also reject without any hesitation.
In addition,I am very happy with my current job as a scientist.
I should have replied him that I will just directly approach to his HR instead of use my friend`s name to seek for a chance to work in that bulls*it company.But I did not.I was not good in defending myself when being humiliated.
That`s why I was bullied by my fellow band members during my secondary school times.

Sorry to say that.
But I think it`s way too hard to change my opinion on that organization.
From that training programme till the short conversation with that arrogant ignorant a**hole today,seriously it makes me hate that organization so so so much.
Bunch of ignorant arrogant swine who do not know about biotech and science.

NAH!

Thursday, May 16, 2013

一组数字

当你赋予一组数字一个寄托,那么对你来说,它就显得特别有意义。
这组数字,从此有了生命,因为开始有人用自己的心情去灌溉它。
你总会在车来车往中,又或者,任何有数字的地方去寻找那组数字。
曾经,看到那一组数字兴奋的感觉,
但伴随而来的是,更多的失落。
就好比满怀喜悦的去拆开一份礼物,可打开来后才知道,原来只不过是个空盒子。

时间的流逝会改变人们的际遇。
而那一组曾经代表思念与回忆的数字,
原来,在经过了好多好多年后,
对你而言,它就只是一排看来熟悉的数字,除此之外,别无他意。

每一天经过那个挂着一堆曾经很熟悉的数字的车子,也无动于衷。
就连一点点地悸动的感觉也没有。
只有当在报纸上看见那组数字登上万字二奖宝座,
才会在那里捶心肝。。怎么会没想到要去买这号码?

曾经以为的最好,原来就只是这样子。
就只是这样。


我好像又失去了些什么了。

Monday, May 13, 2013

你们。不配




谈外表,我输人一等。
谈能力,我输人一等。
谈交际,对不起,我鞭长莫及。

要或得精彩漂亮惹人怜爱,还真不容易。
好吧。我认了。

不过,若干年后,
我要你们看到你们的不配。


Friday, April 5, 2013

死了没有

闲来无事,总会不经意的去看看那些以前欺负过我的人的profile。
不为什么。
只是想看看他们死了没有 xD

Saturday, March 16, 2013

Thoughts of a Biotech Graduate

Biotechnology is a very new field that Malaysia is going to develop under the Malaysian Biotechnology Policy 2005 as one of the major economic activities in future.During my student days ( which was not very long ago) , we were so uncertain about our future.Some of us wish to become a researchers/scientists after we finished our undergrad studies but then we all knew that such job opportunity is very very limited. I consider myself as the very lucky one because I got the opportunity to work in a lab,although what I`m doing is not really related to my field of study.

Like I mentioned, we were so uncertain about our future,though we love what we studying and enjoying our lab works.However 5 months after my convocation,most of my batch mates have either got a job or further their studies,I realized that we Biotechnology graduate are the lucky one as compare to other field of studies.
I have batch mates who are working in the lab as a scientists,QA personnel,management,sales person..What a diversity of job scope that we can pursue! Which is very interesting as we can go into the the field that we are interested to.

The pay for a Biotech fresh graduate is very very low as compared to the other fields like engineering,business.I believe that if  we are willing to work smart and enjoy what we`re doing ( like me and most of my friends) , we are on the way to the road of succeed! I can imagine if I chose to go into a specialist course 3 years ago, there`re ready job opportunities with much more better pay as compare to my current salary and my life will me more secure with good title as well. But I might have missed so much to what I am experiencing now.

I`m currently not only enjoying my job but also enjoy to talk with people from different field and listen their stories. Since I have friends who are working in different field I can have a clearer understanding about what`s going on in the society and this have open my mind,further train myself to have point of view from different sides =)

I used to think that my uni`s course is not good enough, for example we were not well trained in presentation skills,lab equipment not enough,course content not enough,being looked down by the big four faculty students...I finally realize I thoughts,all were WRONG after I left the university.It`s a FACT that AIMST management is lousy and like s*it, but then our faculty,Faculty of Applied Science is BRILLIANT! Our beloved dean Prof. Ravi and the lecturers love us like their children.We actually been well trained in presentation skills, strong faundementals  both in theory and practicals which made us better than some of the public universities graduates. This is point the Faculty of Applied Science should receive the compliments as we all found that we are not bad as compare to some other uni.

As a conclusion,I think that Biotechnology is a rapidly growing industry in Malaysia. There are more and more job opportunities coming out there.Our advantage is,we learnt a very wide scope of knowledge during our university time so this had widen the field that we can pursue in.We can "jump" into the other field when  certain field is saturated. That`s why I feel that we the Biotech graduate are very lucky. The only thing that I`m regret is I never pump enough confident in myself when I face despise from some conceited don`t know if they can graduated doctors.I should not hate them but to let them feel shamed on their ignorance.