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Saturday, January 16, 2010

When the Holidays Come to an End.




Well I`m going back to AIMST after two days (18/01/10).I`m leaving this world (Miri) soon and I hope that the other world won`t be another HELL.
I just went to dye my hair and cut a new hairstyle.I hope this will make me look younger =)

Sunday, January 10, 2010

我还能说什么?

现在是晚上十一时三十二分。当我在写这篇文章时,我的心情是沉重的。从昨天晚上到今天,全马来西亚已经有超过五间教会被暴徒攻击。上帝的圣殿,竟然为了区区一个“阿拉”字眼,而遭到攻击。昨晚,我才听到雪隆区有几件教会被暴徒破坏。今天早上在教会崇拜时,牧师还勉励我们要有一颗宽容的心去看待此事,并且为此事多多代祷。没想到,刚才,也就傍晚七点多,我的姨姨就传来了一封简讯,说美里圣约瑟天主教堂也遭殃。看着简讯,我,除了震惊,还是震惊。

我从小就在砂拉越成长,在我印象中,这里的各族人民都能融洽相处,括泥土的儿子,在我看来,他们其实也是很和善的族群。这里很多基督徒,所以当外地人来到砂拉越,也会为我们教堂的数量而乍舌。我一直以为,这是一片神特别眷顾的土地,我们在这里和平的生活着。但是,这个想法在几个小时前已经完全被现实所推翻。原来,我所爱的砂拉越州的族群和宗教观念也是不堪一击。

我们的国家到底怎么了??发生了这样的事,我们归咎于我们的教育制度吗?从小,我们不是被教导说要尊重别的种族和宗教吗?道德教育的教科书里不是有很多张各族群手牵手的插画吗?是我们的教育制度出现了问题吗?算了,现在,不管说什么,都是徒然。政客们,评论员们的言论,都是废话,是时候坐下来好好谈谈了。

第一次,当我在听“主祷文”这首诗歌时,我的心,是酸的。原来,耶稣在了解我们的想法和需要。他的祷文,一字一句的嵌入我的脑海。在这样的环境下,哼唱着这首诗歌,我似乎得到更多的平安。



-救我们脱离凶恶,因为国度,权柄和荣耀,全是你的,是到永远!-

是的,因为国度,权柄和荣耀全是主的,那么,身为基督徒的我们,实在没有必要去为了这些恶者的攻击而采取反击的行动。现在,是我们把圣经的教导实践出来的时候了。阴谋也好,恐怖主义也好,末日将近也罢,让我们都将一切的荣耀归于那在天上的父!

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

A Memoriable Day

Today--- 05/01/2010 is a big day because it`s the day for me to sit for the driving test.This is my third time to sit for the test since I failed my side parking during my last two tests.It`s a very important day for me because the result of the test will determine my mood for the day.

My test was at 11.00am and I had finished my test within 15 minutes.I`m smiling when I typing the words here,so you can know my result from here =) I won`t say it`s the longest 15 minutes in my life but I will say it`s quite short indeed.You will find that the time pass very fast when you focus in something.The waiting time is very long indeed.

My parents were actually planned to pay "kopi o " to the JPJ to make sure that I will pass the test.But then I chose not to do so.I know that God doesn`t like this action so I kept on telling the God : "Oh lord, I promise you I won`t do the thing that you don`t like but can you please take away my nervous during the test so that I can pass? You know how important is the test for me.I promise,I won`t pay the kopi o money but will have faith on your works. " And then, I didn`t pay the "kopi o" even my parents gave me RM300 before I go for register.Thank God he listened my prayer.

There was 2 cars for the test,one of the cars was the one that I used for my on road test during last August,I knew that wasn`t a car which is in excellent condition.Fortunately, I was the one who use the other car and surprisingly it`s a car which is in a very good condition.just like my instructor`s can which I used to practice.Everything just go smoothly and I passed the test!!!

My test was finished when I did my 3 point turn and I heard the other candidates clapping ^^
Finally when I went to see the officers nearby to take my documents, I told him : "Yes,finally I passed!!" It`s just a happy day and I can`t stop myself from smiling.I wonder if others will think whether I got something wrong xD

I would like to thank all of the people who helped me a lot.

Thanks my parents,who are willing to pay all the fees.
Thanks my sifu,William,thanks for your patience to deal with an untalented student like me.
Thanks my "lao bu" ,Ker Sing who lectured me on the steps of side parking via sms.
Thank my course mates Huiping and Ah Hui -you guy told me if I fail again then no need to go back to Penang.It`s a good encouragement,huh ~
Thanks my housemates in AIMST for your patience to hear me kept on telling you guys "ne men bu ming bai de la"
Thanks my High school friends, Chai Fong and Ai Yii -Your "Good Luck" meant a lot for me =)
Thanks to all my friends-Brenna,Siew Fang,Caryn,brandon,Chia Wen, Ming Kern,Huiping,Jerry,Sing Ming,Kelvin,Pauline,Xing Yee.Thanks for your words =')

Misson completed.I managed to obtain my P liscence before my 20th Birthday ^^
It`s 05/01/2010--A day to remember!!

Saturday, January 2, 2010

On 01/01/2010

It was 00:00.
I heard the sound of fireworks.
This is how they celebrate new year.
The fireworks is so beautiful,but it does not last long.
It was bright,but then the brightness disappear in a very short time.
And then the police came.
They are very responsible,huh =)
They sacrificed their time to sleep,just to do their job --to get some extra income perhaps.
Anyway,happy new year folks.

2009 感言

我终于又有机会来到这里更新我的部落格了。今天,是2010年的第二天。其实,我很希望在两天前,也就是31/12/2009那天上来这里写一些我对过去一年的感想。但愿我今天才写这篇文章还不会太迟。

我还是个学生,对于世界经济风暴等大事件是在没有深刻的体会,所以撇开那些不谈。美国在2009年产生了他们的第一位黑人总统,而我国则换了位新首相--拿督斯里纳吉;霹雳州变天事件;赵明福离奇堕楼事件。。。这一切都已成为历史。

对我来说,2009,它没有2008年般精彩,但它也不想2006年般有太多不堪回首的记忆。先从学业上来说吧,2009年的四月,我完成了我的foundation课程。过后在下半年,我成功的进入AIMST大学的生物科技系,我梦寐以求的可系。虽然,一开始我因为某些原因,使并不想回到原来的大学继续我的大学生涯,但我不能否认,我大学第一年第一学期的生涯其实并不如我想象中的糟。我在念中五班的时候就已经决定将来大学时要读生物科技,只是,我对自己的能力一直都存着质疑的态度,所以就只好战战兢兢的,努力的朝自己的,目标走去。结果,我在2009年用足以让我进入AIMST大学牙医系的成绩进入了人人都看扁的生物科技系。我终于能很光荣的告诉亲戚朋友们---我是Biotech的学生!!!!原来,梦想是须要一步一脚印的去走出来的!!!我不会说自己很厉害,因为我不是,我只是一个不把梦想挂在嘴边的人。下一步,就是朝着在实验是工作的目标走去。

2009年,十九岁的我,第一次去做工。读中学时,每逢学校假期我都选择参与铜乐队的活动而没有去工作。所以,我决定利用读完foundation后的三个月假期,去找份工作来做,以体验赚钱的滋味。除了吸取经验,也为了存钱买我那梦想中的紫色手机。我在美里大众书局工作。由于不善于交际,所以我并没有交到新朋友。和同事们的关系,也只是点头之交。这次的工作经验令我了解到一本书在还没上书架前要经过什么样的程序,还有和顾客打交道的一些技巧,不得不提的是,我终于知道INVOICE是什么东西了。从前读中学时有读到“Invoice”这个文件可是却从来搞不懂那是什么来着,没想到却因着工作的关系而搞明白了。

2009,终于得到了台我想要的Sony Erison k770i。它很便宜,才RM455. 相机的功能我很满意,但是重点是,它是紫色的!!!!!

2009,感情上还是交白卷。没关系,我不急。面对长辈的提问我自有一套官方说词来应付他们,并且引以为乐 XD


除此之外,我可以感觉到我在这一年里所受的思想冲击是最大的。不同的学说,思想,别人的看法,等等不断的影响着我对一些事情的看法。我不知道这其中那些是好,那些是坏。但是,我学会坚持那些我认为对的看法。我对宗教,也有了不同的看法。但我会坚持我原来的那个宗教。

写了这些,回想着过去一年来所发生的事件。2009,其实们还不赖。来年未必会更好,但是对新的一年抱着美好的希望,总是好的。

还有20天就满20岁了,我会好好珍惜这最后20天的19岁。