无可取代

今早，破天荒的，我打包了我最不喜欢的油/黄面当午餐。原因无它，因为那油面炒得很像伊面，然后我又很想很想吃伊面。。。

结果吃午餐时。。天啊。。吃的好辛苦啊。。吃油面永远都让我在吃东西时有很大的压力。。感觉好像永远都吃不完一样。。

吃着吃着，突然有感而发。伊面是伊面，油面是油面。就算油面被煮得看起来很像油面，但是油面始终不是伊面。虽然看起来很像伊面令人很想吃，但是咬下去了才发现。。啊。。好难吃。。

所以说，油面是取代不了伊面的，哪怕它看起来有多像伊面。这就像我们生命中的有些人，是不能被取代的。就算很相似，但是每个人都是特别的。。如果勉强去接受，到最后，也许就像吃油面般。。辛苦。可是，就算是这样，还是有很多人会因为不想改变现状，又或者是因为再也回不了头，而继续啃下那油面。。

Of Progesterone and Estrogen

I remember when I was in my year 2 I had human physiology class.One of the lessons was about human reproductive system and we discussed about the female hormones estrogen and progesterone.These two hormones are vital for women health.I remember my lecturer said the rise in level of progesterone is actually plays some role in influencing the attraction of male to female.

Progesterone level rises after menstrual cycle for the preparation of ovulation.As ovulation is the stage where ovum is released,means the female is prepared to receive sperm and get the ovum fertilized. Thus progesterone helps to regulate female`s body conditions,trigger libido.The skin condition will be much more better so ladies,will look more pretty to attract the opposite sex..I found this is so amazing.

And now my works is to deal with sexual behavior.I recalled about this theory from the discussion of the scientists in my company.Progesterone and estrogen DO play a role in attracting opposite sex, at least in most of the cases of my observation,it drives the sexual desire of the male towards female animal as compared to those female WITHOUT progesterone and estrogen injection. Interesting.

So I am thinking about the question for one week (and will continue to think about this! ).The animals can`t see how each other looks like during the experiment  but the male managed to identify the presence of the female animal in his place and the animals manage or at least attempt to mate.This is because the male can smell the something and I suppose the hormones play some roles to enable the male to identify the female? This is considered as the nature ability of animals.

If human beings are not influenced by the external factors like looking for your partner`s face,background,how he or she dress up themselves...By just solely depend on these hormones,will this really help in attracting your partner? We human beings always talk about love..But what makes us to fall in love to someone is always influenced by many factors from our surroundings.We tends to "scan,""screen", then "evaluate" and last "decide" before we found ourselves actually fall in love to someone.The selecting process happens consciously or unconsciously.That`s why we always say that "love is complicated","you don`t know about love". We are blessed by having "love" in mandarin we said 爱情 as a gift.If we really don`t know about love we are just like animals,the guys will smell and sniff the female and then mating and then reproduce the next generation and that is it. The love among a couple makes the final purpose -mating to be so complicated. But mating comprise of many factors as well,like RAPE.This is really OMG.In some cases I saw the female animal refuse to mate,the male will just dominant by sitting on the female and the female will squeak like hell.I feel very pity and want to terminate the experiment in order to save the female but I can`t.Luckily some female manage to reject the male by  give him a big KICK!Ladies,if you don`t want to mate then just give him a KICK!


Can I conclude that progesterone and estrogen are in charge mating while the phenylalanine guides you to attract to your special one? The hormones are really fantastic regulators that influence out live so much,isn`t it? 

"No Physical,No Chemical,No Biological---- (Prof.K.,2011)"

新生活

搬下来槟城已经有两个星期了。
总算真正的定下来了，由于对槟城的熟悉，所以也没花多少时间去适应。
适应的，只是真正的独自在外头生活所要面对的大大小小的琐事。
不久前才得知PTPTN不会再进钱了。
虽然对此颇有怨言，在加上Biotech Corp那刻薄的500令吉。
但，路是自己选的。。好吧！我就只好接下500令吉一个月生活费的挑战！


现在居住的地方，从窗口望出去就是一片夜景。
每天晚上只要抬起头往外看，就可以看见千家灯火的夜景。
我这里还不至于到万家灯火啦。。
这里不如AIMST沉闷，
只要不想呆在家，那我走到公寓外的巴士站，就可以到处趴趴走啦。


现在还是没有自己的交通。
所以上班时还是得跟朋友的车。
我其实很不想，也不喜欢这么麻烦别人，
但现在真的没有交通啊。
这半年，只好委屈一下咯。


但是，每次经过槟威大桥时，总会不知觉的望向桥的另一端。
总会想。。哎。。现在没有回AIMST咯！我在槟城有地方住了。


从前下来槟城玩，最后总会回AIMST。

对我来说，AIMST宿舍就是我在这里的家。
虽然现在，我已经在这里找到另一处居住的地方，
但是这里始终还是还没有能给我那种“回到家”那种踏实的感觉。
时间会慢慢的令我不会继续这么想吧。
毕竟在AIMST住了这么久。。



我好想念AIMST的朋友们。
真的，好想念。
但是，为了我们的将来，我们总不能一直呆在一起吧？



很享受现在的工作。
希望可以有机会能成为他们真正的员工。

嗨周末！
嗨槟城！

窗外的夜景。

每晚望着窗外，都会有种莫名的感觉。

 离开的那一天，拍下了从宿舍窗外望出去的景物。

三年来，一直都在嫌AIMST很闷，

一直都窝在宿舍上网，却忘了好好地出去走走。

交出了学生证，交出了宿舍的钥匙，

完成了我学生生涯的告别仪式。

看戏，买东西都不会再有学生优惠了。

左边的黑色Adiddas背包，陪我在东马和西马间来来回回。

每次去爬山旅行都会带着它。

右边的褐色包包是我买给自己的生日礼物。

而今，它已经破的不像样。

行李太多了，所以没法把他们带走。

只好在离开前为他们留影。